𝔽𝕠𝕠𝕝𝕤 ℝ𝕦𝕤𝕙 𝕀𝕟 || ֆȶɛʋɛռ ǟɖʟɛʀ

𝕊𝕠𝕦𝕝 𝕊𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 & 𝕆𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝕆𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝕆𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕒

~ June 11, 1989 ~

"Ms Santana we're not doing this to make you out as insane or mental, we just need to know your feelings this afternoon"

"And I'll say it again Martha I'm fine, I just want to go home" looking up at the ceiling trying to keep calm

That's it I've had it up to here with this hospital and staff, they all act the same. Constantly sticking Martha on me and if not her it's some other older nurse who I can't shake having known every trick in the book. Mom decided to stay here longer just to keep watch on me and because she's my mom after all, she sent Zoe and Bob back to Canada since he still had work to do and she had to be ready to leave again. They were both reluctant but did what she asked because she's the boss, my dad went home to check on Deborah and the kids also took Bella since she needed sleep and a bed for her. Heidi was sent home to cope with everything having been traumatized thanks to yours truly, and Lupe said she would go check on the dog and things at home in case anyone called or went by. In all of that I have not been able to do anything but sit here and talk about my damn emotions and what I'm feeling

"You will be going home just need to do this for your last day, now I need to know under any circumstances do you feel like harming yourself again ?"

"No" shrugging shaking my head as if it isn't obvious

"Are you sure ?"

"Martha, seriously no I just want to hurry up and get back to work and home"

"Okay I believe you for now that is, but let me just go get some information on your medication and then let your parents know you're free to come home"

"Thank lord, where are my clothes ?"

"Your mom never came back with any so I'm sure she'll bring some today"

Finally I can leave this shithole, first thing I'm gunna do is go home get in the shower and get ready for work if I still can make it

Lupe's pov

Bathroom is cleaned, towels are in the washer, and I did like Luisa asked removing all knives to the top cabinets she can't reach. It's childish but not my house and I'm not her mother so I just follow the rules Luisa tells me because that is a scary woman. Before I can go upstairs to change for visitation the phone is ringing making me run back downstairs to answer

"Santana residence, who is this ?"

"Uh...which family member is this or is this the babysitter ?"

"You called here asking me questions either you have the right number or not, I don't have all day so who is this ?"

"It's Chris, Lupe is this you ?"

"Who else is it suppose to be Santa Clause or the Easter bunny dumbass, what do you want n/n isn't here right now ?"

"It's a Sunday afternoon so where is she ?"

"Where she's 100% destined to be anytime it's hot and a free day, the beach"

"Okay well can you tell her I called and to call when she gets back in ?"

"What's your fascination with my cousin Christopher because it sounds anything more than friends, you calling to check in on her. Her calling to hear you, the playful flirting when she comes to visit, what's going on ?"

"Nothing, everything is normal over here and over there. She's in a vulnerable state and looking to fix her relationship and I'm soon to be married"

"Key words soon to be, every time she comes out there you two get more closer than needed. Are you playing the field with y/n ?"

"Don't be ridiculous Lupe you know I'm not like that and neither is she"