What happens when two care-free spirits collide into a night of drunken mistakes and meet three months laters with unexpected turn of events
"You want to actually marry me are you crazy ? We don't even know each other we briefly had sex once and mag...
The past few days I haven't wanted anything to do with anyone. Nikki really knows how to fuck up someone's mood I'll give him that. The guys have noticed and try asking what's wrong but I've been pretty mute staying on the bus or in the hotel if we have break days, they assume it's something bad but it's only me self loathing. Tommy even asked when I was gunna come out with them for a night of fun but I slipped up and told him to go fuck himself. He was confused and a little hurt but I didn't let that stop me from apologizing to him, I'm sure if he's as close to his terror twin as possible he knows why I'm like this
"Coming in" watching as Izzy walks in closing the door back "still not talking to anyone again?"
Shaking my head I let a laugh slip and see him smile that he got some sort of reaction
"Ready to tell me what's wrong ?" he sits across from me
"I'll never tell, now what's on the schedule for today"
"Same as usual, you know the others are thinking it's their fault for whatever they did"
"It's not so they can stop thinking that now, just having some issues with myself and need self help"
"Still thinking about life from here on out ?"
"Sort of, you have any pot on you ?"
"Sorry I don't"
"A drug dealer with no pot, I've never heard of such a thing but okay. Take my chances in buying some from a local out here, where are we ?" standing up digging for some pants and a shirt
"Greensboro, don't do that can't trust anybody out here"
"I guess I'll stick to my music and these covers" throwing myself back on the bed
"You're not gunna come watch us ?"
"I will what time is it ?"
"5:12"
"Yeah I will, go ahead and start getting ready I'll see you guys ina bit"
"Alright, see you soon" grabbing his Marlboros and leaving the room
"Love you !" shouting getting a quiet one in return "I'll get dressed in 20 minutes" laying back down
27 minutes laters
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"As good as it gets" shrugging exiting the bus
Get in, greet them as best as possible, and sit and wait until showtime. I would call home but I ran out of quarters and we haven't stopped by a store yet so I'm out of luck. Oh shit I still have to call Sheri and have Jenna schedule an interview to clear the air on this whole situation. Can't a girl catch a break
"Is it almost show time ?" asking one of the roadies
"Almost yeah just a little under 5 minutes"
Thanking him I continue walking just deciding to go to the side of the stage instead of seeing them. They'll see me when they run out so no worries, leaning against the heavy crate I look out at the crowd of people all screaming. Noticing some girls already trying to fix their shirts or skirts to either go higher or lower, damn these women are desperate but it's understandable I'm no hypocrite
