[✓] 𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐒𝐎 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐄 . suna rintarou

06. what the hell are we doing in the middle of a secluded forest?

narrator's pov.

you were unsure.

you regretted being so bold when the lights were off because you didn't think about how eventually, you'd have to act on what you'd said.

you couldn't believe you almost got finger-fucked in a movie theatre before even having your first kiss.

"do you still wanna go to the park?" he asked.

you were confused. he was asking as if nothing happened.

"we don't have to go at all if you don't want to," he assured you.

you shook your head, smiling. "no, i want to go."

he placed his hand into yours, "you know, you're really interesting, y/n. i don't really know what to expect from you."

at this point, you didn't know either.

you were acting so out of character, like when you met rintarou something changed in your personality.

— — — <3

11:10am.

"this really is a nice park. it's pretty well kept for such a big city," you leaned back against the park bench. you and rintarou had been mindlessly talking to each other for a while now.

"i used to come here all the time when my team came for matches."

"you had time for that?" you tilted your head.

"nah, i snuck out at midnight to come. first time i did that was last year," he told you. "i thought i was getting caught because i heard someone behind me, but it was just 'tsumu sleepwalking."

your face lit up in realisation. "wait, that's right, inarizaki went to nationals... i think i saw your team play."

"oh, were you competing?" rintarou turned to face you.

you shook your head. "i was just in tokyo with my family around that time so tooru and i came to watch the matches."

"all i took from that is that you're coming to watch inarizaki win at nationals this year," he said.

"pretty cocky for someone who doesn't even know if they're going to nationals," you hummed.

"we never loses prelims, who does that?" suna scoffed, resting his arm on the back of the bench behind you. his forearm slowly inched down to wrap around you, and you smiled when you noticed.

after a few minutes staring at the view, he said "let's go for a walk."

"another one?!" you whined.

he held his hand out to help you get up, "what? you can't keep up?"

"did you forget about the docs? "

"do you need to be carried again?" he teased you.

your legs were tired already. who were you to refuse? "hurry up and turn around."

— — — <3

you winced as he dropped you onto a patch of grass in the middle of a random forest.

you kicked his leg and laid down on the grass. he laid next to you.

you laughed softly, "what the hell are we doing in the middle of a secluded forest?"

"you directed me here," he poked you, "maybe ask yourself what your intentions were with me."

"okay but if we die here, i'm gonna kill you," you told him.

"it would be your own fault for choosing this place."

you smiled at his comment and he rolled over so you were the only one on your back.

you stared at each other in more silence, "why's your hand shaking?" he asked, staring down at your hand which was laying over your stomach.

you averted your gaze, "you make me nervous."

he ended up hovering over you trying to get a better look at your face to determine what you were thinking. "your pupils are mad dilated," he whispered.

it was kind of like those coming of age movie scenes. your hands came up to cup his face slowly and he leaned in really close.

"what's on your mind?" you tilt your head.

"you."

the corners of your lips turned upwards and your heart began to race. as soon as the butterflies started swarming in your stomach, you kissed.

his hair hung down and your fingers moved to push it out of his face gently. he trailed his hand down to your thigh.

you wrapped one arm around his neck and the other hand in his hair as he moved his lips down to graze your neck.

rintarou kissed lightly, then became more rough, leaving red marks as he went down.

you brought him back up to kiss you, but a few seconds later you started giggling and pulled back.

"i'm so sorry," you laughed.

"are you okay?" he looked very confused, even embarrassed, "did i do something wrong?"

"i've just never—it's my first time hanging out with someone like this," you told him. "i hope it doesn't sound stupid but you're the first person i've kissed and i don't know if i can take anymore than that today."

"y/n it's okay. i wouldn't want your first time to be in a forest anyway," he rubbed your shoulders, laughing along with you, "i'm not that much of a dick."

"how do you know it'd be my first time??" you smacked his chest.

"you're a good girl, y/n," he said.

"what? do i act like i've never had sex?"

"it's not that, you just act like you've never been fucked. there's a difference."

you didn't know if that was a good thing or if you should be offended. "what's the difference?" you asked.

he smiled at you in a way that made you feel like was the sweetest thing in the world, "you'll find out."

author's note 💌
completely rewrote this without smt because i hated this chapter sorry y'all 😭