Sad Story's

Story 15

PAUBAYA

My boyfriend and I had been together for 8 years. From highschool sweethearts we both strive to reach our dreams together. Mahal na mahal namin ang isa't-isa. But a month after we celebrated our 8 years together, a news came to me that broke my heart.

" I impregnated another girl. It was just a one night stand. Lasing ako nun mahal. Patawad." My world shattered as well as my heart. Panu niya nagawa yun? Dahil lang sa isang one night stand matatapos kaming dalawa? I was hoping he'll choose me. I was assuming too much because I know he love me. And after his mistake, I still want him to be with me. Akala ko ako ang pipiliin niya sa huli. Akala ko lang pala.

" You're the love of my life but you know that I grow up without a father, ayokong lumaki ng walang tatay ang anak ko katulad ko. I want my child to have a complete family. I'm sorry." I cried. I cried so much every night thinking that the world is really unfair. He chose a stranger over me, he chose someone else over our memories. Dahil lang sa isang pagkakamali naging magulo lahat. Nawala sakin ang taong pinakamamahal ko ng ganun ganun lang.

You know what's more worst? On the day of their wedding I was rushed to the hospital. My second heartbreak was when the doctor announced I'm pregnant. I'm also pregnant! He's the father and... he's now getting married. Iyak ako ng iyak sa kaalaman na yun. Ano kayang gagawin niya pag nalamang buntis din ako? Ako ba ang pipiliin niyang pakasalan at anak ko yung pipiliin niyang panagutan? Pero hindi ako ganun kasama. Ayokong pahirapan siya sa pagpili samin mas lalong hindi ko kayang isipin na baka tanggihan n'ya ang anak ko. With a broken heart I left the country para hindi na sila magulo pa. 5 years later I came back. On a  celebration where I have meet again old friends, I accidentally bumped into him. He looks happy then. He asked to talk to me privately. And he confessed.

" Nagkasakit yung bata nung 2 years old pa lang siya at dahil kinailangang salinan siya ng dugo nalaman kong hindi ko naman pala siya anak. I should've left them but no, I'm already in love with her and I love the child. Thank you for letting me go before kase dahil dun napunta na ako sa tamang tao. Masaya na kami." Parang tumigil ang mundo ko sa sakit. Pinaubaya ko siya para panagutan ang batang hindi naman sa kanya at ngayon walang kinikilalang ama ang anak namin na nagsisimula ng magtanong tungkol sa kanya. At ang mas masakit ay mahal na mahal ko padin siya.