Forgotten past

32

I wait in silence my anxiety shaking my legs and tapping my fingers against my knees. A breach? Someone had entered the bunker.

I started to pace around my room twirling my hair in my fingers until I heard faint voices. I knew Michaels voice his soft and husky tones echoed through the walls, the other voice was familiar I knew that voice.
I walked to my door quietly unlocking the hatch as I step out, I peer over the balcony. It was jimmy, he was back.

I remembered him from before, when he came with two men. But this confused me jimmy knew me... but my memories of him were lost. My last memory I was of Cordelia how did jimmy come into this? I pondered amongst my thoughts scattering the pieces together but nothing. Why could I not remember jimmy.

Before when he came to the bunker he and the other knew me, he was saddened by my erased self. Something was being hidden here...

My blood was boiling, if after all this, the hurt the fight to find myself again if there were still things being hidden from me, kept away purposely I was going to spill.

"Jimmy" I shout from above them both, their heads snapping up to me. As soon as jimmy sets eyes on me he lights up smiling at me, however Michael on the other hand turns to a unsettling frown.

I make my way down the stairs my dress flowing behind me. Jimmy immediately held out his hand as I gladly take it he guides me into a quick hug.
"I'm glad to see you lena, I hear your coming around." His smile slightly fades... somethings not right here.

"Jimmy we have much to discuss let us talk in my office." Michael interrupts.
"Why what's happened?"
Michael sighs in annoyance "an outpost has been overrun, massacred. Now would you leave us too it?" He was so cold all the sudden minutes after our sweet moment.

I search his expression for some clarity but he shows no warmth whatsoever.
"Okay." I mutter turning away and making my way back to my room. Great mean Michael again.

I waited all night just waiting for dinner, or a knock at my door but nothing.
It must have been hours, I'd brushed my hair, skimmed over books nothing cured the boredom and suspense.

I decided I couldn't take it anymore, I stepped out into the silent corridors making my way towards Michaels office but a warm hand on my shoulder stopped me.

"Lena."  Jimmy whispered from behind me.
I turned to his face filled with concern. He studied our surroundings clearly on the look out for Michael.
"Come with me" He whispers grasping my hand tugging me back into my room metres away.
He closes the door as we step in as I wait for his explanation to his secrecy.

"Jimmy, I-I thought I knew everything, but you it's completely blocked I don't understand"
I couldn't help myself desperate for answers. He rushes to me holding my forearms hushing me.
"Corelena I'm leaving now. We don't have time to discuss this but I want you to leave me with me. Tonight. Right now." He speaks erratically making head dizzy.

What the fuck. "What?" My eyebrows furrow, his look of wordy was so intense it made my stomach churn.
"What's going on jimmy please don't keep me in the dark have I not suffered enough?!"
"Yes exactly lena that's why I'm asking you to come. I know you, I know Michael, you didn't want this before and you don't want it now. I don't know what you've learnt but I'm certain it's not all the truth. I need you to trust me."

I snatch my arms away from his hands my defensive side coming out, Michael was all I knew, the only one who cared for me and who I cared for.
"What the hell are you talking about jimmy? Trust you?! How? You can't even give me answers." I cross my arms defiantly.

"Corelena He is the fucking antichrist. Do you really believe deep down in your soul that you would let this apocalypse happen? He killed every living soul?"
I grew angrier as he spoke and even more defensive.
"Sorry but aren't you all part of this? Fucking co operative?!" I almost yell at this point and jimmy is quick to stand in front of me holding his hand over my mouth as he backs me up against the wall.

His face inches from mine his eyes were drowning with with dread.
"Please lena. He's done it all over again, he has you wrapped around his finger. You think I chose to fucking be part of this?! It was use my intelligence to help or die like the rest of them!" His voice was hushed yet harsh His breath fanning my face as his hand still held tightly around my mouth.

I found myself lost in his grey eyes for a moment searching for some kind of memory, but he took this moment as a sign of giving in. His hand slowly left my mouth and cupped my right cheek. I felt my self slightly fall into his touch but the moment was quickly disrupted by the door almost breaking open.

The power that burst it open was with burning fury. And a flaming Michael stood before us.
"Ahh once again mr Carter." Michael speaks. Jimmy crumbles in front of me turning to Michael.

"She doesn't even fucking know the whole truth langdon." He spits while Michael smirks tilting his head in the most intimidating way possible.

He stays silent with heavy footsteps as he gets closer to jimmy.
"She knows all she needs to know, and your not part of it. Isn't that funny? You are a nothing to her and never will be and to go behind my back again? What did you think would happen jimmy." He rolls out his name longer than usual dripping sadistically.

"Because your scared." Jimmy speaks out barely.
I didn't know what to make of the scene before me friezes to the wall behind me.
"I'm scared? Of what I'm the antichrist." Michael chuckles sinisterly before rising his hand in the air famishing Jinny's body into flames.

I fell to my knees with a blood curdling scream, I watch the flames die down Michael standing behind with the devils smile amongst him. I shook my head tearing my hair with my hands my face falling to the floor and my screams muffling into the ground.
I felt Michaels lanky strong arms lift me up but I was a limp doll at this point completely shattered by what I had just seen. Unable to resist and unable to stop my trembling there I sit in Michaels arms sobbing into his chest, the chest of the man who had caused these tears. What had this become.

A/n so guys there's more to the story;) I hope your enjoying x