The Augury

Part 86

[Mbali]

Young spiritual and gifted does not come with a manual, I feel like to me it getting more and more challenging as I grow up.
Finding my calling in life was not easy, at least back then it was much tolerable because mom was there as my guide, now I'm alone and my career path has started to circuitous.

like many people with a spiritual calling, I feel great anxiety about the now and what step to take in fact I don't know what's need to come first anymore, My life or my calling, or my career I only see these three things that makes Mbali,  utterly drifted from each other as if I had somehow missed the path I should have taken to make me whole and could never get back on it.

Of late I feel like there is a new person inside of me who screaming to be set free. Being chosen as someone that God uses to speak his word, is like solving a jigsaw puzzle, I feel, see and sense thing's, I hear voices that are whispering in my ear telling me to save people, and I have no clue how to do so but can only really on my faith.

Looking at Ziqubu and Becky situation it quite complex If I was given a chance I was going take leave of prayer and fast, before holding the bull with its horns, but Ziqubu is sinking to the unknown, and I'm running out of time, the task at hand needs me now, damn it did I really had to deal with demon possession out of all things urg! 

Demon possession is a mysterious subject, no spiritual healer ever says they have mustard it and it terrifies the shit out of me, The tricky part here is that I'm not fighting a demon here but a demon inside a human body, things can go very bad if not done correctly, to put it bluntly, human life is at stake a lot is riding on me to just not one but two demons at the same time that has spiritual tires to its host.

I breathe out loud trying to calm myself down, Becky walked in and looks at me
" are you ok ? "
me: " yah " I sigh out loud
Becky: I can't believe this shit is back..."
Me: I told you about that Tattoo..it feeds on the hoe inside of you "
She looked at me and frowned

" Mbali five years of my life I dedicated to taking care of my sick daughter and just when I thought I can have a 'me' time since Jas is with her dad and boom this demon is back"
Me: you were fucking around Becky, changing man like underwear "
her: "it's just sex God what's the big deal "
me: "are you really going to ask me that? Becky, you ran away when me and Nkonzo confronted you about your tattoo years back, you refused to be cleansed and to cust that thing out!  Should I remind you that your Gemini tattoo reflects the two face bitch that you really are, a part  of you is a Succubus a demonic spirit inside of you, a female, a sexual predator who seduces human males to feed on their flesh, blood, and soul in order to survive and nourish her strength, that Gemini tattoo explains it all ...and I told you to remove it but you like having it with you walking around with a supernatural being that makes you have this physically attractive and seductive, making you more beautiful and desirable than you are as a human

her: "I was scared ok and part of me honestly thought Mvelo took it out...Mbali didn't know I swear "
Me: " Mvelo only cripple it took its power,  did he perhaps perform any Exorcism to you? take you to sea and burnished it? did some sort of ritual or cleansing? "
her: " no," she said softly
me: " so all along you thing you pure when I told you you were not!, Mvelo burned the  shit out of it when he was having sex with you, but not enough to kill it ... damn It Becky I told you this, "
her: "I know ok ... a...and Menzi ... is he ok ? "

Me: were you not sleeping with both of them at that time? so of course he is ok ...fuck man you were pregnant with that demon inside of you do you know what this shit does to the fetus?  "
Her: " oh my god it that why Jasmin came out with a terminal illness? "

I shook my head in frustration I'm mad really mad, how can she be so stupid
me: you better thank the Ngubane ancestors for being protectors of your baby because Jasmin was not supposed to be born while  that thing was inside of you!"