The Augury

Part 95

[Cebo ]

I'm not a killer but today I took a life, I don't know if Silas is human or not but the truth of the matter is I had to save my son, and killing his father was the only way.

My son has more anger and strength than me, the way he fought was unbelievable, Silas was stronger and older but my boy was more fearless and wanted blood his father's blood per se, he did most of the work like ripping Silas head off while I kept him in position with an electric shock when the portal close with his dark soul in it I had to breathe and again my strengthen, worst part I had to face my son.

The scary beast look at me his eyes dark red and full of rage, he hates me, I could see that in his eyes and the way he huffed at me was evidence that this could go very wrong.
I started calming him down by  changing slowly to being Cebo, not the Cebo the Augury,

Me: it's ok it's over now... It's ok"
He was breathing loud and kept on huffing, his body bleeding and he was badly bruised up,
He dropped down and collapsed,
Me: oh my God "
I ran to him and catches him before he fell, He slowly started changing into this beautiful dark skin boy with big eyebrows I wiped his face with my hands, I felt tears clouding my eyes for the first time in a year I cried tears of sadness mixed with joy but yet the pain of logging.

I ran my hands on his chest he has battle scars and was losing a lot of blood, I closed my eyes to connect with crystal, I felt it glow and change to light pink, I look down at Alex and his pendent was also in the same color, The haunting sounds of a song suddenly appeared around me, intensifying my feelings of being utterly lost in an alien universe. The sounds that kept drawing me in, had a pleading quality that made me want to weep with sorrow.

As I started hamming, I realized my song was inviting the spirit of the herb to move into my body. I wanted it to stop, to be over but at that moment I knew it was too late, I had left this reality.was canoeing through the infinite stream of the unconscious mind, and the song was my solitary paddle. It was up to me to avoid the rapids and control the currents by making the song more beautiful, by begging the Spirit of the herb to guide and heal him,

Spiral lines appeared in my hands and I knew my calling to heal has begun,  I started connecting with the universe the web of life”; that everything on Earth is deeply interconnected through the web of Spirit. I connected with Alex spirit,  I had this ability to control and manipulate the energy from my bodies and transform it into him,  his wounds started fading and his body had this misty glow of red healing power over him, I ran my hands from his head to toes, till his body was healed completely.

With him still unconscious, as I stopped and took a closer look at him, 
There's so much more to tell him than I'm sorry for giving him away, I can only hope that he will give me a chance,

It's sad to think that I have never wanted to find him since the day I gave him up. I felt for the longest time I didn't have the right to search for him but hoped he would find me. But now I realized that he might have been feeling the same way for all this year's too, and not reach out to me because he was waiting for me to find him too! So here I am looking at my beautiful boy for the first time, he is perfect I felt nothing but love for him, and memories of how he was conceived were no longer clouding my judgment, but I'm  afraid he will reject me,

I heard sirens outside, it was the police, they marched inside the house, pointing guys at us,
Me: his hurt please help us "
They called the paramedics who came rushing in, while other police searched the house,

" who's blood is this? "
They asked me while was helping Paramedics put Alex on the stretcher bed, activities that transpired in this house are too bizarre that I don't know where to start explaining, I looked at the Electric service panels by the window and I knew what to do, the minute that they wheeled my boy out,

I pointed my finger at the panel and a spark appeared
Me: ooh my God Fire !!"
The flame appeared
Cop: get everyone out now this house is about to blow "

We were rushed out the other cops were calling firefighters
Cop: get back it's not safe to get in"
" I'm riding with him," I said to the paramedic
" excuse me mam are you perhaps related to this child ?" 
Me: he is my son! "
I pushed him away from me and made my way to the back of the ven.
I looked at the house burning down as we drove off, my past blew up on flames and I knew this is my new beginning now, I looked at Alex and ran my hands on his face
Me: come back to me ...please "
he looked so peaceful, I know that I cannot go back and get back the years, but I hope that we can have the future, in whatever way he may be prepared to let me be a part of his life.

I keep praying just for a second chance I can't lose him, Ooh God please help me,
God knows that doesn't want to interfere in what has been a good relationship with his adoptive family, I don't want to interrupt his life, or cause any problems. I simply want to know him,

I know I'm praying for something that is inevitable but No matter how he responds, I just want him to know that I will always love him in my heart, and will always be sorry that he had to be adopted and that I could not raise him.

The car came to a halt and we jump of rushing him inside the ER,
Dr: what do we have here "
Me: "Neurocardiogenic or Cardiac
syncope "
They stopped and looked at me
Me: I'm a paramedic... Please also check brain hemorrhage,  revive his heart rate, and check if there any blood cloth or internal bleeding "
The Dr nodded and rushed him inside, my top and jeans were bloody I look like a mass, I have no clue what lies to tell, what really happened back there? I looked at the two police coming my way I bite my lip and I'm not sure what to do, I'm scared I hate confrontation I wish Sfiso was here....my mind froze thinking about Sfiso oooh My God!
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To be continued