The Augury

Part 125

[Ziqubu]

They say, to find love, you first need to find yourself. So I dug. Excavated deep within me. Until I found a part of me, I look at the girl walking in the room with a bath towel wrapped around her body, and I see the other missing part of me

She says she not ready for love, I understand,
I say I'm not ready for casual sex...yes you heard me, Don’t over-analyze my story. It is complicated, it’s raw…but it is real. Maybe it is too honest for you? Maybe there are too many red flags…they definitely exist. I can’t defend every choice I’ve made, and I won’t even try. I simply do what seems like the right thing to do at the time.
And is to try to show Becky that I'm in for a long run

" Becky"
She walked out of the closet with a short dress on and flops,
Her: uuuum "
Me: can I have a word with you "
She looks at me, I'm only wearing only her track pants,

Her: I will be in the kitchen"
I breathe out loud as she walked out of her bedroom.
Last night turned out to be steamy, I lay in bed with Becky, her head resting comfortably on my chest, and we talked about this and that. We were dozing off a bit when we both turned on our sides to face each other. I could see her eyes were closed, but I sensed she was still awake. I touched my forehead to hers. She brought her mouth to mine, and we kissed.

After some time, which I now realize was the longest kiss I ever had without taking a women's clothes off, I stopped and asked if she was okay. She hesitated before speaking and sat up.

“I don’t think we should have sex. We’re friends, and I think having sex will make things complicated.”
I responded almost immediately. “I don’t think it will make things complicated. I’m totally fine with figuring that out later.” we kind of laughed it off, I lurched toward her and starts kissing her neck just when she was giving in to me,
I kissed her goodnight and pulled her close to me,

Her: what the fuck"
Me: I want to make love to you ...not just have meaningless sex ...which got is in this mass in the first place "
She was pissed decided to work the whole night and left me in her bed,

I'm waking up to her looking fresh when I follow her to the kitchen putting my t-shirt on, I
found her  whipping something to eat, damn she can cook,
Her: you leaving? "
Me: I need to make a leaving I got bills to pay "
Me: you should have said yes my sick leave is over "
Me: that did not cross my mind"
She smiled
Me: so what's next?"
Her: I decided to take time off work, covered most of my work last night "

I walked close to her,
Me: I meant me and you "
She looked at me and turned off the stove,
Her: Patience is a virtue." 
Me: I don't have time for that, I want you "
Her: Mangalisa ..."
Me: Becky I'm not a believer in much of anything, but I am a believer in fate.

Things happen when they're supposed to. Like love just did it arrive and made an appearance by either saying 'Hi' or giving you a big ol' bitch slap to the face. our time has come when you least expecting it and that's the greatest surprise of them all. Becky, You deserve the best kind of love...I'm not perfect but I'm willing to give that to you "

She walked past me avoiding eye contact
Her: in my experience when you rush, you fail. "
Me: that true but you in your late 20ths  approaching 30's when your time has finally come... You don't run, don't reject love.. embrace it. Whoever it is, as scary as it seems, could be your person.

I just believe you deserve happiness and true love. I'm afraid as much as you are but please Don't run.  change is essential and it's a constant. We can make it through and maybe will rise victorious. Never settle for someone who you cannot trust and someone who doesn't love you for the person that you are. . . when you ready to take that lip of faith you know where to find me "

I started typing on my phone requesting a ride and walking out
Her: Zichubu ..."
I turned and looked at her, she looked at me and bite her lip looking away,

I made my way to her and pushes her up against the wall, and smash my lips on her, she kissed me with so much hunger and fire, I  encircling her stomach with my arms which slowly stretches up toward her breasts.

She lets out an involuntary moan I push my manhood against her. As my warm lips float down her neck, leaving a trail of goosebumps in her skin,

Not being able to bear any more of this sweet torture I was inflicting on her, I grab her butt and lifts her to the bedroom. But this girl is thick and heavy with her sweat moans and my blood rushing I don’t make it there.

With all their frantic kissing and touching the best bet was the kitchen counter.

Laying her on top of it, she pulled my t-shirt over my head, I was only left with track pants on while her dress was on the floor. She arched her back the moment my tongue circled over her nipple. Kissing lower, from the chest to the abdomen, I blew warm breath on her sweet spot.

‘Please’ she begs, spreading her legs wider for him.
I oblige giving into temptation and allowed my tongue to slide over her sweet pink flesh.

‘Ah!’ she screams,

The kitchen table was slippery, so she couldn’t grab on to anything regardless of how desperately she wanted to dig her nails into something.
I suppressed her body down by holding her waist in position my whole mouth on her mound, sucking, teasing, and nipping.
Her: ooh my God ..."
This was it. She was on the edge.
I  inserted my tongue she moaned so loud I thought she’d gone mad.

Raking her fingers through my head she pulled me closer, causing me to thrust deeper.

‘I’m coming!’ she yelled, then exploded into hot white cream all over my mouth
My phone beeped, my driver just arrived
I kissed her pink lips, her belly button, and her lips,
I took my t-shirt and wiped my face,
Me: I will pick you up at 19h00"
Her: uuuh?"
Me: I'm taking out on our first official date, put on something sexy I love to show off "

She giggled while I took a picture of her naked body on the kitchen counter, fuck she is so sexy
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To be continued