After years of bouncing around from casino to casino as a poker host, you finally found one that you believed you could spend the rest of your career at, thanks to them, your guys.
Six of the best men you could imagine, each one of them with their o...
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Y/N felt numb as Jimin helped her into the car and proceeded to drive the pair of them home. She didn't know exactly how she should be feeling, but numb described it perfectly. She didn't know if she should feel sad, relieved or angry. Should she cry or laugh about the whole thing? Didn't she didn't know what to do or say except...
"I'm sorry."
Taking his eyes off of the road for a quick second hearing her speak for the first time since leaving the doctors office, Jimin's eyes were wide as he caught a glimpse of her sitting beside him with her head hanging low.
As he sat by and watched the nurse handing her the first pill with the glass of water 30 minutes prior to this moment, he had decided then and there that he would need to be strong, to be the one with his feet planted firmly on the ground to let Y/N feel any emotion she needed. He expected it to maybe be sorrow or fear, but he never imagined she would feel any culpability.
Letting out a large sigh he spotted a small park up ahead with a car park just to the side making him pull in before he stopped the car, unbuckling his seatbelt and reaching out for her hands.
"Y/N look at me." He demanded, shaking her hands slightly as he turned his body to face her. "Don't you ever apologise for this, for any of it. Neither of us knew what was going on inside your body and nothing you have done is to blame for what has happened. Do you understand?"
"Yeah but if I wasn't so stupid I would have-"
"No." He cuts with a firm tone. "I said nothing you or I have done is the reason for it, okay? It just happened and we will deal with it the best way we can. But I will not allow you to blame yourself."
Nodding silently with her head still down, she gives his hands a squeeze, refusing to let herself cry over something she had no control over. Even if her tears are currently hanging the edge of her eyes threatening to fall.
"Baby I love you. I love you more than anything in this world and I promise you that it will all be okay. We never actually solidly spoke about having children or wanting to try to conceive right now so just take it as a sign that now is just not the time for us. But if one day down the line, we decide to have children it will be perfect, I promise." Jimin spoke softly, trying to reassure her that this little bump in the road, however terrifying it may be, is not the end of it for them. They still have plenty of time and he knew that as sad as it is right now, it would only make their relationship stronger.
"Thank you." Y/N breathes out a sigh, finally looking up to catch his eye. "And I love you. So so much. But I am sorry. I'm sorry for both of us. I'm not saying sorry as if I'm accepting blame, I'm saying it in a way of I'm sorry that it happened to us. Kinda like I'm sorry for your loss. But you're right, we'll be fine. I know we can get through it together."
Nodding in agreement, Jimin tries to pull her onto his lap the best he can whilst still being in the driver's seat, burying his face in her hair taking in her scent.
"Can I cry now?" She asks, already biting her lip as she lets out a quivering breath.
"As long as I can join you." Jimin chokes out, pulling her completely out of her seat and onto his lap.
Reaching down and pulling the lever under his seat, he holds her close to his body whilst letting a few silent tears fall. Both of them let out their sorrow in silence as the engine gently hums around them.
"Jimin we need to go home." She whispers, pulling back to look at him whilst he reaches out to wipe away her tears. "I can feel the pill starting to work."
"You can feel it?" He frowns, reaching down and placing his hands down to cup her stomach. "What do you mean feel it?"
"It feels like little explosions." She comments, looking down at where his hands are placed. "Is that weird?"
"Well the nurse did say you may feel some popping." He sighs, helping her climb off of his lap and back into her seat. "Let's get home so you can take the strong painkillers she gave you."
They drove the rest of the way home in silence, sneaking a few glances at each other on the way with their hands tightly wrapped together, both of their minds racing as they thought of what's to come when they get home, knowing that this is just the start of today.
Getting close to Jimin's house, they both look in the distance at his large gates seeing Jungkook's car on the side of the road, the man in question leaning against it with his face buried in his phone.
"Shit." Jimin mutters as soon as he spots him. "I forgot I told him to come over so we can get a head start on me helping him make some investments."
"That's good." Y/N nods, waving at him as they pass him and drive through the gates. "Get a head start before he can blow it all on houses and women."
"I'll tell him that we'll have to reschedule."
"No don't." Y/N frowns, climbing out of the car to see him pulling in the driveway behind them.
Stepping out of the car also Jimin comes around to her side, taking her hand trying to protest as she continues to insist that she's fine.
"What were you planning to do Jimin? Sit in the bathroom with me holding my hand?"
"Well actually, yeah I was."
"Hi guys!" Jungkook beams, halting their conversation with his presence. "I was starting to think you forgot about me."
"Sorry we're late Kook." Y/N smiles at him, taking his hand and leading him to the front door of the house. "I had an appointment that I couldn't miss and it took longer than we expected it to."
"Don't apologise." He grins. "I'm just happy that Jimin is giving me some time to teach me how to- oh my fucking god! Jimin! Your house is incredible!"
Standing in the foyer with his jaw close to hitting the perfectly marbled floor, Jungkook couldn't believe his eyes. He obviously knew it wasn't just an ordinary house by the length of the driveway or the size of the house. He just didn't expect it to be so grand past the front entrance.
"Maybe you could have something like this one day." She smiles at him, kicking off her shoes before walking to Jimin and giving him a kiss.
"You guys do what you need to do. I'll just be upstairs." She nods at him, giving him one more kiss before disappearing up the grand staircase.
Watching her walk out of his sight, Jimin wasn't sure if she was putting on a front, trying to hide her emotions because they had company or if having a little cry together in the car really helped her get rid of her heartache.
"Jungkook, the kitchen is to the right, I'll be right back." Jimin directed him, jogging up the stairs towards his bedroom.
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Last day of my month off of work tomorrow 😩 I don't wanna go back to work!! 😩😩
