𝑆𝐻𝑂𝑂𝑇𝐴

•sixty one•

𝔼𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖💛
𝔸𝕥𝕝📍

2 days later.

2:00 A.M

I woke up from a bad ass cramp. I got up and went to the bathroom. After I used the bathroom i went back into the room and sat on the floor because the floor always helps my cramps but girl they got worse.

I put my hand on my stomach and starting crying. I don't wanna wake Dejuan because it could be a false alarm.

He started moving around. "Ma where you at?" He said yawning. He looked down and saw me.

"What's wrong ma? Why you on the floor?" He asked. "My stummy hurt." I said feeling a contraction.

"Oh shit! The babies." He jumped up.

He got the bags ready and took them to the car.

A few minutes later I had another bad ass contraction.

"Dejuan! They not supposed to be coming yet." I said to him. He gave me a water bottle then we got in the car and he sped to the hospital.

Tf he giving me a water bottle for? Do he know water don't help every situation?

I felt my pajama pants and my seat getting wet.

*
5:06 A.M

I been in labor for a few hours.

"It hurt so bad." I cried to Dejuan. He sat next to me on the bed and held my hand.

"They said you not 10 centimeters yet mama." He said. "I hate it here." I whined. "Imma beat your ass." I said to him.

"What I do now?" He asked. "You put this in me." I mugged him.

"You wanted a baby." He said. "I said you can nut in me, not get me pregnant." I rolled my eyes. "If you pass out this time im really fucking you up." I added.

"It was my first time seeing something like that. It's not about to happen again." He said.

*
7:30 A.M

I screamed while pushing the baby out. I didn't get the epidural so I feel everything.

"Essence breathe." The midwife said. "Bitch i'm breathing already just shut tf up!" I yelled at her.

"Mama calm down." Dejuan said. "Stop fucking talking to me bitch ass nigga!" I yelled at him.

Fuck you mean calm down. 

Dejuan looked at the baby coming out first he looked disgusted, then scared, then intrigued then surprised.

"Ok Essence give us a big push." The doctor said. "I feel like imma shit if I push again." I said.

"It's ok. We had a few mothers do that before." They said. I screamed and pushed as hard as I could.

Dejuan looked at it and started screaming with me.