"Wake up." Dejuan shook me I woke up and looked at him. I was shaking and my body was hot.
"What happened?" I asked still shaking. "I was playing 2k then you started shaking and screaming in yo sleep." He said
"Oh I'm sorry." I said "you ok mama?" he started rubbing my back. I nodded he grabbed me and sat me on his lap while he played his game.
"Dejuan." I looked up. "Yea mamas?" He responded with his eyes on the screen.
"I love you." I said "I love you too." He looked down at me. I smiled feeling myself fall asleep again.
*
I woke up still on Dejuan lap. "Why you didn't put me in the bed?" I looked at him. "I didn't want you to have another nightmare." He said making me smile.
I got up and did my daily hygiene. I put on my matching ethika set. I just put my hair in a top knot cause it's simple.
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Dejuan didn't look at me the whole time he just yelled at the game with his headset on. "Niggas these days." I rolled my eyes.
I went downstairs cause I am craving some ice cream, peanut butter and pickles. I only got ice cream and pickles because Dejuan allergic to peanuts.
Like how tf you allergic to peanuts?
I ain't even tell y'all we moved when Dejuan got out the hospital. Dj is supposed to be born on November 20th. I'm so happy.
I made my way back upstairs. I laid with my feet up on his back while dipping my pickles in my ice cream.
"I wrote this song for you, so you should pay attention I was just staring at the ceiling and got in my feelings Reminiscing about us fighting, fucking, and chilling Right now, I'm riding through Memphis, passing through the city I'm with my niggas, but I miss you, girl, don't get it twisted And I cannot wait 'til I see you, hug you, and kiss you Remember when I had first met you how I used to sweat you I used to call your phone and text you and tell you you're special Like girl, you're special, you the kinda girl that I need I actually made your mind sometimes, I can't believe Wonder what your nigga was thinking when he let you leave You try to leave, I might get down on my hands and knees I'm still a G, please believe, but girl, you make me weak You make me feel something I never felt, the reason I never left A lot of hoes want your position, but they tripping You been with me since the beginning and that's the way I'ma end it But just in case you feel you cannot stay, babe Cars, clothes, and hoes, I'd trade it all For a guaranteed spot in your heart Wonder do you miss me when I'm busy on the road? Wonder do you hear me? I'm in Houston all alone And I'm thinking 'bout you, yeah, yeah I been thinking 'bout you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Just in case you feel you cannot stay, babe Cars, clothes, and hoes, I'd trade it all For a guaranteed spot in your heart Wonder do you miss me when I'm busy on the road? Wonder do you hear me? I'm in Houston all alone And I'm thinking 'bout you, yeah, yeah I been thinking 'bout you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah" I sung along with Rod Wave.
