Don't leave me again // Sakusa x reader

Panic

They just keep getting worse😩

The day was over and you were going back to your hotel room though you couldn't help but feel like you forgot something.
'Hm.... if I forgot then it must not be important' you decided and took a quick shower and changed into an oversized jumper and shorts before hopping into bed.
Instinctively, you moved over to cuddle Sakusa but was surprised to see he wasn't there. Then it finally clicked.

"Oh my god we left Sakusa at the hall." you said out loud and ran out of the room, forgetting your phone. You ran down the halls back to the hall and looked around only to see nobody was there. Actually, it was really dark and suddenly you realised you were all alone in a dark hotel hall late at night. Remembering what Sakusa told you, you started to get scared and felt around your pockets. 'Shit! My phone' you thought.

A creaking from across the hall caught your attention. It was unmistakably someone's footsteps and they were coming your direction. "Oh hell no" you said out loud and immediately started running the opposite direction. There was no way in hell you'd wait for that thing to catch up, you've watched enough horror movies to know that if something made a sound, don't fucking go near it.

The footsteps got louder and louder so you knew whoever it was, was chasing you. Panic ensued as you tried to remember your way back to your room but you guess you turned a wrong corner in panic and was now completely lost in a huge hotel.

You paused for a moment, sneaking a glance back at whatever was chasing you and you got the horror of your life. It was that girl with the long black hair, though she didn't look to be holding anything. Still, you were terrified and flew down the corridor. It was times like this you were thankful you did all that extra training and your stamina was well built up.
At last, the halls started to look more familiar and you found yourself almost back at your room. Turning the corner, you saw Sakusa standing at your door.

"Omi!" you breathed out and he looked up at you in suprise. "Y/n? What-"
You didn't let him finish, opening the door and pulling him in before slamming it shut and locking it quickly.
The adrenaline rush wore off and you sunk onto the ground, breathing heavily.
"Y/n! Calm down, what happened?" Sakusa asked, kneeling down and holding you up. You tried to answer but you found your breath was being cut off. You tried to focus on breathing but it was so hard.
Was this.... a panic attack?

You quickly looked over at Sakusa. "...Panic...." you wheezed hoping he got the right idea. Thankfully he did, picking you up and bringing you to the shower. He turned on the warm water and stripped your clothes off, leaving your pants and undershirt on. He then shrugged off his pants and got into the shower with you. He rinsed the warm water over your body and you felt yourself start to calm down. You slumped against Sakusa's body, finally regaining your breath.

"Omi...." you breathed out. He stroked the hair out of your face, peering down at you. "It's okay, you're safe" he assured you. You nodded slowly, holding onto him tightly.

"How did you know what to do?" you asked him after a few minutes. He shrugged. "I saw it on TV once".
This made you giggle. "Seriously?"
He chuckled a bit. "Yeah."

You got up, finally noticing that you and Sakusa were both half naked and soaked. Feeling flustered, you grabbed a towel and wrapped yourself with it and handed Sakusa another one. You both dried off and dressed back into your dry clothes. Sakusa's shirt was drenched so he had to go shirtless which you did not mind at all.

Without a word, you slipped into bed with him and moved closer. Sakusa wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead.
"Wanna tell me what happened?"

Your brows furrowed. "That girl... She chased me. I'm pretty sure I lost her though".
Sakusa stiffened and he looked down at you. "Did she hurt you? Say anything to you?" he asked. You shook your head. "She didn't say anything. Though she didn't have any weapons" you added.

"We should tell someone" Sakusa said.
"No! We can't do that. I want to win Nationals" you said stubbornly.
"What? Who cares about that when you're in danger" Sakusa argued.
"I care. And I'm going to win" you adamanted.
"I have self defence training, I'm okay".
Sakusa sat up, you following.

"They didn't really help there though did it? Why the hell were you even out of your room that late?" Sakusa argued back. You could tell he was getting angry but you weren't about to back down.

"Hey! Don't be such an ass about it. I was out there looking for you" you debated.
"Oh, so it's my fault? Great, thanks" he rolled his eyes and turned away.

Your eyes widened and you realised what you said. "Omi..... I didn't mean it like that" you said, your tone considerably softer. He didn't respond so you hugged him from the back, placing small kisses on the nape of his neck. He let out a small sigh but quickly regained his composure.
This made you smirk and you got an idea. You moved closer to him so your boobs were against his back and placed your mouth right beside his ear.
"Cmon, don't sulk" you teased.

This apparently set Sakusa off since he grabbed you, pushing you onto the bed. He hovered above you, an indescribable look on his face.
"You're such a fucking brat" he hissed, kissing you roughly m. His hands gripped your thighs and he pressed his body into yours. You didn't expect him to react like this but if you were being honest you really liked it when he was rough with you. Sakusa gripped your thighs slightly harder making you gasp. He smirked down at you, a panting mess.

"Don't get too excited, I'm not planning on doing anything" he said, separating from you. 'Damn'.
Just as fast as he pushed you onto the bed, he pulled the covers up and laid down.
You sat there for a second, processing what happened before slowly getting into bed and lying down.

It was silent for a few minutes until you spoke up.
"I'm sorry. It's not your fault that happened" you said.

Sakusa turned around to face you.
"I just want you to be safe you know? I wasn't saying that to make you feel bad".
You looked down, slightly ashamed. "I know" you mumbled.
Sakusa sighed, pulling you close to him.
"How about we compromise. We'll get people to keep an eye on the girl and you don't go anywhere without me, Kuroo, Bokuto, Akaashi, Kenma or Komori. And I mean absolutely everywhere".
You nodded, accepting these terms and Sakusa lifted your chin up, kissing you softly.

"Good girl. I love you, okay?"
You smiled widely at him. "I love you too Omi"
(praise kink? Maybe)