Don't leave me again // Sakusa x reader

First Everything

After edging everyone for about a year, im finally dropping that smut chapter🫶

Walking back to Sakusa's room, you started to feel self conscious and almost turned back around when you made it to the door. With a deep breath, you opened the door and slipped into the room. Sakusa was lying on his bed watching tv, nothing but boxers on since he'd just come out of the shower. His curls were still damp and he smelled amazing.

He looked over at you and smiled, opening his arms as a signal for you to join him in bed, a signal you gladly took. Laying beside him, you rested your head on his arm and a leg on his upper thighs.

"The house is really quiet, where's everyone?" he asked you, hand resting on your waist.

"Gone out for food, they'll be gone a while Kuroo said" you hummed, admiring his facial features. God was he handsome as ever, especially with his dewy skin fresh from the shower.

Sakusa noticed you staring and turned his attention from the show that was on to you, making eye contact for a moment before leaning over for a kiss. You accepted the kiss, pressing into him hoping he would get the hint. Seemingly, he did since his tongue darted out, dancing with yours in a heated makeout session. His grip on your waist got tighter and you let out a heavy breath.

Pulling away from the kiss, you manoeuvred your body so you were straddling him and leaned down to continue. His hands explored your upper thighs and ass, travelling up your shirt. The way you were pressing down on his crotch made his eyes shoot open and he sat up.

"Shit, we need to stop" he said shakily.

You frowned while looking up at him with doe eyes. "Why? does it not feel good?" you questioned worriedly.

"The problem is it feels really good, i can't really control myself right now" he explained, a slight flush of embarrassment on his face.

You pulled your shirt up revealing the lingerie you'd spent ages pondering on wether it would suit or not, it was all for this moment. Leaning in closely to Sakusa, your tits pressing against his chest, you kissed up his neck to his ear and whispered seductively.

"What if I don't want you to control yourself"

The view of your body decorated in the sage green lace along with your touch made Sakusa go crazier than you'd know. He was at his wits end trying to hold back and he was just given permission to let loose. He let out one deep breath before putting his hands on your waist and in a second the positions were switched. You were lying on the bed looking up at Sakusa with an expression you'd never seen to this extent.

He leaned down to kiss you sweetly, moving down to your neck and even lower to your chest. It was as if he was worshipping your body, covering it with kisses that symbolised his love for you. He had barely even done anything yet but you felt a heat in your lower stomach and you needed Sakusa to feel it too.

You reached out to his head, your fingers running through his locks as he went lower to your thighs. He always loved your thighs, squeezing them or even just having his hand on them. He made sure to give extra love to your thighs, kissing and sucking on the doughy flesh creating marks. The feeling of it wasn't anything you'd ever experienced before and the closer he got to your private area, more sensitive you got.

A small whimper escaped your mouth as Sakusa bit down on your thigh, licking the mark after as a 'sorry'.

"As good as these panties look on you, and they look fucking amazing, it's time to take them off" Sakusa said in a low tone, his fingers hooking around the sides and slowly pulling them down off your legs.

You suddenly felt shy and tried to close your legs but Sakusa held them apart, smiling down at you. He leaned down to kiss you again, brushing his middle finger against your clit. He was determined to go slow with you the first time, no matter how riled up he was. He gradually applied more pressure, pressing against your clit and rubbing it in a circular motion.