Don't leave me again // Sakusa x reader

Day one

Genuinely terrified of this photo. The Tendou and Ushijima one is much worse tho😟

The first day of University came around and you had two classes to go to, the first one being an introduction. You had to wake Sakusa up seeing as he's not a morning person and he grumbled the whole way. You giggled and kissed his cheek. "Today's our first day, don't scare anybody off with your mean face"
"My face isn't mean" he argued.
"You're making a mean face" you protested.

"Give me a kiss and then maybe I won't have a mean face" he mumbled. You reached up and cupped his face, bringing it down and kissing him sweetly. That brought a slight flush to his face and he looked away, hiding his smile.

"We're gonna be late, let's go" you said, taking his hand in yours. You walked into the introduction seminar and found seats near the back that were empty. Across the room you saw Suna, Atsumu and his twin sitting beside eachother. Suna looked over and winked at you. You smiled awkwardly back.

The introduction started and you tried to pay attention but it was so boring and monotone your eyes started fluttering open and closed, fighting desperately to stay awake.

You jumped at the feeling of Sakusa's hand gripping your thigh. "Stay awake" he whispered to you. You nodded in compliance, now fully focused but not on the introduction. You were more focused on Sakusa's thumb circling on your thigh.

Your mind started to wander to certain places. Even though you'd been together for almost 2 years, you'd never had sex. You told him you wanted to wait and after that it kinda just never happened.

Without even noticing, the introduction ended and all the students were getting up to leave so you did the same. You wobbled slightly getting up, Sakusa catching you by the waist. "You're so clumsy today" he muttered. You looked away, flustered.

"I have a class now, what about you?" you asked him. "Nope, my first class is tomorrow. Will I wait for you?". You shook your head. "Go ahead, I'll see you at home".
He bent down to give you a kiss goodbye then left the campus.

Lately you'd been feeling quite short next to him. He'd grown, standing at almost 6'4" while you seemed to be stuck at 5'8".
You kinda wished you were as tall as Kanoka but height isn't something that can be changed.

While walking to your next class you bumped into Maiko.
"Hey! You're going to philosophy too right?" she asked. You nodded, excited that you had a class with your friend and you wanted to talk to her anyways.
The professor seemed to be running late so you started talking with Maiko.

"...wait so you guys haven't done it yet???" she exclaimed. A few people looked over so you shushed her, ducking down embarrassingly.
"No... but I want to. And I don't know how to say it" you explained.
"Oh. That's easy, just tell him that you don't wanna wait anymore when you're alone. You have to set the mood first though. Try wearing something extra nice to bed" she said. You nodded, deciding to stop at the mall before going home. You hoped that nobody would be home but knowing your luck they'd all be there.

The class went on as normal and as soon as it ended you went to the mall and into a lingerie store. Everything looked so pretty and sexy, nothing you'd really worn before.
You thought of an idea and quickly texted Sakusa.

What's your favourite colour??

I like sage green.
Are you finished class?

Yep. I'll be home soon

You looked around the store until you found 'the one'. It was a dark green two piece lace set with black straps. You checked the price tag and gasped quietly. It was expensive as hell.
"This better be worth it" you mumbled as you left the store with a discreet bag.

The house was pretty quiet when you entered, you heard the sound of Kenma streaming from his room and smiled. He'd been getting really popular lately and he'd decided to start working on a business so to say he would be successful was an understatement. You also heard music coming from Kuroo's room so you decided to go and say hi.

You knocked on the door before entering. He was lying on his bed, scrolling through his phone. "Oh hey y/n, how was the first day?" he asked
You shrugged. "Was alright. Do you guys plan on going out tonight?" you asked.
He thought about it for a second. "I don't think so.. why?"
"Nothing! Just asking" you said quickly.
He saw you had a bag in your hand and grinned. "Y/n, y/n what are you hiding from me?" He got up and pulled the bag from you much to your protest.
"Don't open it!" you pleaded, embarrassed.
"Fine, but only if you tell me what it is" he bargained.

You looked down so he wouldn't see the embarrassment on your face. "It's li...." you trailed off. "Hm? Say it a little louder?" he taunted.
"I... it's lingerie" you admitted, ready to jump out of the window.
Kuroo's face cleared and he handed you the bag back.
He put a hand on your shoulder. "I see what you're doing. Don't worry, I'll get the guys out of the house tonight just leave it to me".

"It's not like that! Well... maybe it is" you said making him laugh.
"Don't worry about it, go get that dick sis" he said in a feminine voice making you laugh.
You left his room and went over to yours to put the bag away then headed over to Sakusa's.

You walked in to see him lifting weights in a tank top. He looked up when you walked in, smiling faintly.
God, he looked so good with his muscles bulging like that.
"You gonna come in or are you gonna keep staring at me?" he teased.
You rolled your eyes and walked in, closing the door.

You flopped down onto his bed and started scrolling through some app though every few seconds your eyes would go back up to the scene of Sakusa grunting quietly every time he lifted the weight. He felt you staring and stopped for a moment. "You okay?"
"Uh- yeah" you said, looking back to your phone quickly.
He frowned slightly and went back to lifting for a few more minutes before heading to the shower.

You went to the kitchen to get a drink where you saw everyone putting their shoes on. "We're going out for food, wanna come?" Bokuto asked.
"No I'll sit this one out" you said, opening the fridge to get a drink.
Bokuto shrugged. "Alright, see you later".
Kuroo gave you a thumbs up before leaving and when they left you went to your room and took a quick shower, putting on the lingerie and a big shirt over it. The shirt hid your pants but showed a lot of thigh. You checked yourself quickly in the mirror before skipping over to Sakusa's room.

I don't wanna make this chapter too long so imma start writing the next one now, the 🍋 is coming‼️