I Hate You A Little Less Today

Chapter 16

I felt like throwing up.

I fluttered my eyes open, stretching my arms on top of my head. I felt the soft sheets against my skin.

My heart sunk.

Memories of last night came to me all at once. I sat up slowly, holding my head up.

Not only did I feel like vomiting my heart out but I had a huge pulsating headache. I guess the booze was as strong as Levi had warned.

I looked around the room and I exhaled, it was empty.

Maybe he went to his training without me, or maybe he just went to eat.

Whatever the case was, I was glad I didn't have to face him. Thinking about everything that happened.

I slowly got up, sitting in his bed for a second, I was almost completely naked since Levi had ripped my nightgown apart.

My heart started racing just thinking about everything. I got up and grabbed clothes to change into, I walked over to the bathroom.

As I made my way to open the bathroom door I hear the office's door open.

I squeezed and covered myself with my folded clothes.

Levi froze for a second and looked down immediately.

There was a pause for a second.

"I- I brought you breakfast" He mumbled.

I was completely frozen, he brought me breakfast? My mind was quick to overthink this gesture.

Levi slightly looked at me for a second, he seemed to notice my apprehensiveness. He looked back down.

"I'll leave it here..." He put a paper bag on top of the fireplace, and without saying anything else he made his way out of the room again.

I felt heat rush to my cheeks. The embarrassment was too much to handle. My heart was pounding irregularly.

What happened last night.

What was that about.

We were both heavily inebriated. All I could do was wonder how Levi felt about all that happened. Was he ashamed about it? Was he upset about it? Did he even remember it?

God. If he was as drunk as me, he would also be as confused as I was at this moment.

I decided to take a hot shower to give myself time to think about everything.

I threw my ripped gown on the ground.

Why was it ripped again? Oh yeah, Levi ripped it with his bare hands.

I tingly feeling travelled down my back as I stepped into the shower.

I had bits and pieces of the encounter pop into my head, but some of it was blurry.

Why was I sleeping in his bed? Wasn't I suppose to sleep in the couch?

After my shower I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom. I looked over to the bag that Levi had left on top of the fireplace. I grabbed it and looked at its content.

There was an egg sandwich wrapped in a napkin. I took it out of the bag and looked around the room, trying to decide where I would sit down to eat. Instinctively I walked over to Levi's tea table, and sat down so I could look out the window.

I ate the sandwich slowly, lost in thought. Thinking of questions with each bite.

This morning was awkward, wasn't it? He couldn't even look at me. What do I do?