The Mistake We Both Wanted [COMPLETED]

Chapter 10-HIS POV

HIS POV

"Tingin mo ba wala na akong naging ibang lalaki pagkatapos mo? Yino, hindi ka kawalan. Besides, sino bang nang-iwan? Ako ba? Syempre gagawin ko lahat para makalimutan ka, para gumaling ako sa mga sugat at sakit na dinulot mo-"

"And the only way you thought to forget me is to bear another man's child?!" Napalakas ang boses ko, dahilan para mapatungo siya, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." I covered her both hands and she stared at if for a couple of minutes, "I'm just..." Huminga ako nang malalim, ayaw kong masigawan siya ulit, that's her weakness noon pa man.

"Bakit? Bakit ka nagagalit?" She asked me softly, her angelic voice is still the same. And still, she's very very beautiful.

I looked at her, I'm nervous and I'm excited that I don't even know what to feel. "Dahil mahal kita, mahal na mahal kita. To the point na gusto kitang angkinin, gusto kong sabihin sa lahat, ipagsigawan at ipagmalaki sa kanila, na ikaw, na akin ka at akin ka lang. I even dreamed of building a family with you, na kung may babae mang kukuha ng apelyido ko at magiging ina ng mga magiging anak ko, that's no one but you." Tumungo ako dahil ayaw kong makita ang reaksyon niya, I'm too scared to be rejected by the girl of my dreams, "That's why, I can't accept the fact that Maveline's father isn't me. Dahil mula noon, 'yun na 'yung pangarap ko, and now you're telling me that some random guy got you pregnant and didn't even fulfilled his responsibilities?" Dahil totoo naman, siya 'yung tipo ng babaeng magugustuhan ng lahat and I will take every chance in the world for her to be mine again, "Sana kasi ako nalang, sana ako nalang, Mavel." I can't stop my tears from falling, I don't want to look like a mess in front of her pero hindi ko kaya, she's the only person whom I can show this side of me.

Hindi ko siya tinitingnan dahil baka kapag nakita ko ang reaksyon niya ay masaktan ako, it's been so long, she's perfect and every man would want her.

"That is not my point! If I was her father I can also support her without my pays from modeling but did you ever considered about her feelings? She clearly wants a dad! She wants the love she didn't felt ever since then!" I let go of her hand at tumayo ako, I know her family is rich, she can support her daughter even for 3 lifetimes. But money isn't always the problem, "Mavel, hindi ako tanga at mas lalong hindi ako bulag. I clearly remember that something happened between me and you that year. No need to deny it, just tell me I'm her father, tell me." I clearly remember that, at the night of our graduation party, we did.....it.

Tell me, Mavel. Just please, tell me.

Even if Maveline really isn't mine, I'm willing to be her Father. Naaawa ako sa bata, she's adorable, she's stunning. I can't bear to see her grow up without a Father by her side.

Dahil iba ang pagmamahal ng Lolo at Tito sa pagmamahal ng isang Ama.

"But you are not her Dad! Even if you were here and there for her, can you replace the love of his real Father? She's still a kid, yes. But she will grow up and even if you were by her side, it won't change the fact that she doesn't have even a bit of your blood!" S-She.....Bakit ko nga ba ipinipilit ang sarili ko? Her daughter isn't mine, and that's the truth, Yino, reality hurts. "I-I-I'm S-Sorry, I-I didn't mean it l-like that." Lumapit siya sa'kin pero lumayo ako at tumalikod sa kan'ya, I've been crying this whole time, lagi nalang akong naiiyak sa harap niya, "Y-Yino..." Don't call my name....it sounds like an angel is calling me.