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t/n: this is all the love that i have
(and it's more than enough)

soonhoon comfort writing aaaa they r so in love n soonie's nervous that his love is not enough for ji

future eli: HI SO IVE BEEN HOLDING ONTO THIS FOR VERY LONG N IM STILL IN LOVE W THIS THANK U ENJOY
btw jihoon's name in soonie's phone down here says "hoonie honey" i just thought you should know that thank u

•••

후니허니🍯✨💞

2:12AM

hoonie r u still in the studio? :(
i'm sad
i miss you
i've been trying to sleep for the past 2 hours
i just can't
u gotta stop working so late

2:15AM

why are u still thereee ㅠㅠ

2:18AM

wow do u really turn your phone off when ur working 🗿

2:20AM

너무행 (you're too much)☹️

2:23AM

i cant believe
how do you just ignore ur boyfriend like that :(

2:39AM

i rly tried to go back to sleep but all i can think about is you :(
pls come back

2:58AM

do you love me?

3:28AM

oh my god
oh my god soonyoung..
you must be asleep now, right?
i'm so sorry my phone was shut off...
it also kinda ran out of battery:/
don't make me cry right now :(

3:29AM

i will be back soon, i have a bit more to do
and i still have to charge my phone 😔
rest well <3

3:31AM

NO WAIT

soon?
why are you still up?

i woke up again...
maybe i just knew that you texted me back :')

soonyoung... just go to sleep without me

i cant :(

3:32AM

why not?

i need you here

baby...
you can't stay up and wait for me
i can try to finish early but then it won't be good and i'll want to come here more often
isnt that worse?

3:33AM

but.. :(

go sleep, soonie

okay... :( i will try

that's my boy <3

<3

3:42AM

do you love me?
╰ what is this question?
of course i do! why would you question it
ah shit you're supposed to be sleeping..
HEY why are you typing

of course i do! why would you question it
i just wanted to know... ╯
HEY why are you typing
i'm sorry 🥺╯

3:43AM

no,, it's fine i'm just worried abt ur health and sleep schedule
i just wanted to know...
╰ the clear answer is yes, of course
i wanna know what prompted this, soonie
i paused work for you, tell me

:(
idk i just
recently you keep going to the studio to do things and i'm just alone all the time
it's like i don't even have a boyfriend
i feel so empty and like i hv no purpose
like without you i just
don't have anything

3:44AM

ur absence makes me listless
it's making me question the point of this relationship and then i got sad
and then i just needed reassurance that you still love me
and that i'm not just holding on for no reason

oh soonyoung...
i'm sorry i'm always gone but it's for a work thing and you know that well, right?

yeah... :(
but still

3:45AM

yes i get it, baby, i do
i know i don't show my affection very often but you must always remember that i love you.
i love you a lot. so fucking much.
u mean the whole world to me and more.

i 🥺☹️
▶️ •————————— 0:11
"i just got on the thought train that... *sniff* that i might not be enough for you... so you keep leaving just so you don't have to face me anymore...!"

oh my
soonie don't cry :'(

3:46AM

my heart aches that you think this way
▶️ •————————— 0:32
"everything. and i mean everything. about you is enough for me. all of you, inside and out. never ever think that you're anything less than enough. because you are everything i could ever want and need. and more."
▶️ •————————— 0:05
"you're... you're my healing, soonie."
never forget it.
i'll always want you
always need you
and always love you
no matter what you go through i am here by your side forever

forever? 🥺

maybe ;)

3:47AM

jihoon! 😭

sorry sorry
need i say anything more?
i've told you in a million ways that you're perfect and always wanted by me

no, that was enough

so are you

:')
i think maybe i can try sleeping now

okay baby
dream nice things about us

3:48AM

i will finish soon, i promise

okay
i just want to wake up to you

you always have

promise me

promise
when have i ever broken it?

never :')

3:49AM

exactly.
now go into dreamland
i'll be home and we can be warm until the sun comes up

i love you ji <3

i love you too, soonie <3

•••

oh yeah guilty pleasure soonhoon writing <3

10/3/21 - 9:50PM

editing eli: GAHHH I READ THRU IT AGAIN N I AM ONCE AGAIN IN LOVE. ANYONE WANNA DATE ME FRICK 😭😭

edit 29/3/21 - 12:58AM