Craving him-The Secrets we keep

06

January 4,2021, Monday

Blaine's been acting werid ever since he picked me up from school. I saw him talking to a girl and when I asked about her he clammed up. Was this Blaine's way of saying he didn't want to be with me anymore?.

I rested my arm on the compartment between us. He tried to grabbed my hand to hold and I pulled away. "What's wrong Arielle?

I said "why won't you tell me anything about the girl?" He instantly started to defend himself.

"She asked me if I wanted to study she's new in town. Is that what you wanted to hear?"

"Yes. You weren't saying anything like you were trying to hide it"

He yelled "maybe I don't deserve you".

"Is that why you been acting weird because you feel like you don't deserve to be with me?" I asked.

"No, because It's because of Ally" I gasp. I feel like my air was taking from me.

"Do you have feelings for her?" I ask half not wanting to know but I need to know.

"No. No. I can't believe you would ask me that. No I don't have feelings for her".

"Are you trying to tell me you wanted to have sex with her ?" I asked. I want to cry but I can't cry in front of him.

"Arielle please!" He pleaded with me. I see the look on his face he looks guilty, his eyes say everything he wouldn't say.

"I can't believe what I am hearing!". I'm shocked I never thought I would see the day Blaine would cheat on me.

We walk into the house I walk away into the kitchen to grab some water. I always knew this was inside of him but I never thought he would do it to me.

"I didn't cheat Arielle, I care about you and only you" he tried to reach out and grabbed my hand but I moved my hand.

I yell "Your a liar Blaine I can't believe I trust you."

"I would never cheat on you Arielle, never would I want to lose you. You think I would cheat on you and ruin our relationship"

"I don't know what your capable of" I snap. I want to believe but he has lied to me before. All I want is to trust him with my whole heart but could I really?.

He pulled me into him by grabbing a hold of my face "I fucking love you Arielle, I would never cheat on you".

I stare into his eyes he looks really scared he's going to lose me. Is he saying I love you because he doesn't want me to break up with him or because he means it?.

I could hear my heart beating fast in my chest I want to kiss him, he's lips are so close to my face I found myself staring down at them. I gave him in and kissed him, passionately devouring him lips into mine.

I pulled away to catch my breath I'm breathing heavily and staring into his eyes. I want him probably more than I wanted anything else in the world. I pull him back into my body in by the hem of his pants.

He stopped inches from my face "oh, your going to get now!" He teases. He starts to unbuttons my uniform.

When he gets my shirt off he instantly starts leaving soft kisses around my chest leaving red marks all over it. When he reaches the hem of my skirt he bend down on the ground to get my panties off. He ripped them off like he is impatient.

He lifts me up into the air and I wrap my legs around him. He drops his pants and his boxers keeping his shirt on. I kiss him holding on to his cheeks, he stops and puts his thumb to my bottom lips. Pulling it down to reveal my teeth.

He places me on the counter it was cold but I didn't care, all I wanted was him. I wrapped my arms around him as we made out. I looked him dead in the eyes and said "I want you".

Not like this wasn't anything usual, every time we fought we would have sex. It's like some kind of tradition between him and I, so we wouldn't fight.

He lifted me up in the air and I was in his arms again. I was burning with anticipation I bet he could see it too. He puts his length into me a moan falls from my lips over so loudly.

He stroked his length inside of me and my legs go weak. If it wasn't for him holding me up in his arms, I would have fallen to the floor.  He strokes harder and faster into me, I could feel the tension building up inside of me wanting more and more.

He pulls it out of me I eyed him, he turns me around and cuffs my boobs with his hands. He kisses at my neck and I start to moans, only he could make me feel this way it's like every touch every kiss was a electric shock to my body.

He puts his length back into me I bend on the counter but he wraps one of his arm around my stomach picking me up. Somehow it went deeper inside I let out a whimper I beg him "please fuck me!"

He chuckles and starts to once again stroking his length inside of me. He put his hand around my throat and I smiled, I could feel his breath on my neck and it added to the pleasure. He strokes inside me one more time and I come.

He holds my hand as I drop to the floor. His length staring at me right in the face. I take his length into my mouth stroking it deep into my mouth. He pushes my head deeper and I start gagging.

He pulls it from my mouth and spit goes all over it. I look up at him a smile on his face, I put his length back into my mouth. He groans letting me know he's about to come with one push he comes undone. He pulls out and it pours all over my body.

I hear the sound of someone opening the door, I grab my clothes and Blaine and ran towards my room. I put my finger to my lips to shh him so my brother wouldn't hear us.

I waited for my brother to go to his room. When I heard the door shut I got dressed again. But Blaine stood there looking at me.

"What?" I exclaimed.

He come closer to me and cups my cheek with one hands "I love you" he whispered and he kisses my forehead.

I smile and say "what brought this on?".

"It took almost losing you to realize I don't want to lose you. Ally means nothing to me Arielle and she never will. I want you to know that".

"I know" I take a exasperated breath.

I lay down on my bed staring at the ceiling, he climbs over me and lays next to me. I move myself so I could lay my head on his chest.

"it's been a crazy year and I feel like it's just going up instead of going down".

"I know I'm not the easiest person to get along with" I laugh and nod my head. He hits me in my shoulder playfully "but I am grateful I have you".

A phone notification rings he looks at his phone. He starts to get weird so I ask him "who's that?".

"My dad is texting me telling me to come home for dinner".

I get up from the bed and stand right in front of  him and say "why don't I go with you?"

"Arielle please!, you hate my father why would you want to go to dinner with him?" He says.

"First, of all I don't hate your father you do. second, I'll be there for emotionally support".

He took my hands "and I love you for this but my dad would tear you apart like he always does".

I don't know what to say about this. He brought to me to his parents house after a trying to get me not to come. I wondered why?, what was he hiding?.

As I walk back into his house I got chill every time we were in this house we broke up. Elijah walks to the door to greet us "oh hey Arielle, Blaine didn't tell me your were coming?"

He responded before I could "Arielle wanted to come I wasn't going to stop her".

He didn't say anything else he just started walking and we followed behind him. When we got into the dinning room a familiar face from this morning was in the room. Now I know why he didn't want me to come.