Craving him-The Secrets we keep

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March 2 , 2021

After several days of Blaine not letting me leave my room. He finally let me out he said things like "you could faint or you could hit your head again". I think he's just being over protective. When he was gone I went out at else to go to my moms grave and to the park.

I arrived with Riley to school it took me two days and a PowerPoint to let Blaine let me leave with Riley I'm being serious. "I don't think Blaine's never going to trust me again" she laughs.

"Don't worry about Blaine you know how he is".

"Yeah I do".

I'm leaving second period class with Riley and I feel someone grab and pull my hips toward them. I hold up my fist "Woah woah who do you think who do you think your going to hurt with your tiny fist".

When I realized his him I put down my fist and I smile "oh hey, your not supposed to be here you could get in trouble".

"Your forget that everyone here lovessss me" I roll my eyes at him, sometimes I forget he had such a reputation in this school. I even notice as girls walk past us with his hands around my hips they still wink at him and make flirty eyes.

I never get jealous, is that what I am jealous?. Something about the girls staring at him makes me want to make out with him in front of them to show them he's mine. He lays one hand on the wall right next to my head blocking me in.

"Aww, are you jealous?" He pulls my hips into him until I could feel his length right at my entrance.

I look right up at him "I don't get jealous play boy" he laughs and turns his head to the right and back at me.

I start to play with the buttons on his shirt he whispers "lets go home so I could take you on the bed and tease your weak spots until your begging for relief" he teases.

"Is this the dirty that I haven't seen?" I ask.

He scoffs into a smile and bits his lips "you want dirtier than that because that's the cleanest version. You haven't seen the dirtiest I could go".

He reaches out and places with my necklace, his necklace. "I want you to do it!" I say not to loud so people don't hear me.

He chuckles and licks his lips, he's legs shift from one foot to the other. "You want me to do what?" He asked with a smirk on his face.

I know he wanted to hear me say it. I said in a very low voice. "I want see the dirtiest you could go" she leans in "like in bed".

"Are you sure your ready for this?" He asked as if I was asking I was joke.

I laughed "yes, I'm ready" I walk my hand on his chest. His tattoo clear on his neck I wanted to kiss it.

"Then come with me" He pulls me to leave and I say.

"I can't leave right now I have school and so do you. I thought you were trying to be better". I grab your his hand. "We shouldn't do this but after school I'm yours".

He leans and whispers, he's hair falls to the front. "I'm horny now and I know I said I would be better but now I want to be bad even for just a day".

"Okay, but no more times" I smile. I take his hands as he leads me out of school. I know this is a bad idea but I can't help myself.

I get his car and he plays music but I can't stop thinking about what he's going to do to me. I'm nervous and excited all at the same time.

He leads me into his house, a room in the house that I never seen before. There were different types of whips and chains and a big bed in the middle.