Craving him-The Secrets we keep

28-Lying to Arielle

March 6, 2021, Friday

I'm in the kitchen talking to Riley about what movie she wanted to watch. I haven't seen Blaine since yesterday morning, He takes up most of my head waiting for his touch. There was a knock on the door and Blaine comes stumbling in. He's drunk.

He looks up at me his eyes half shut and he's tripping over his own feet. "Hey- bab- by" he says stuttering. He wraps his hands around my neck, he reeked of Alcohol and weed.

I pull him away and hold on to his cheeks so he could look up at me. "What's wrong with you?" I yell. He still doesn't look me in the eye, was this some demon he was fighting with?.

"Nothing I'm fine" he says with a smile on his face. He walks down to my room and I rush hold on to him. I can't believe he's doing this again. I tried to move him to my bed room he was like 10 times my weight so I struggled. Riley and Anthony rushed to help me.

He laid on my bed I don't know neither to be furious at him or worried. Maybe a mixed of both?. He's falling back into his pattern.

Like he read my mind he says "don't worry Arielle this was a one time thing" and he lays the bed signaling for me to cuddle next to him. I laid next to him giving in again.

We both faced each other he had a the biggest smile on his face. I put my hand next to my ears and he reached over and started to caress my arm.

His touch, the thing I had been waiting for this whole day. I felt touch deprived when he wasn't right next to me and I hated that I needed him. He asks me "penny for your thoughts?".

"Nothing I'm just glad your here" I gave him a smile. I loved the way he looked at me like he was completely in love with me and I don't want to lose that.

He gives me a kiss on the forehead "I love you Elle". I turn myself around and allow him to cuddle me in his arms. I could his length right at my entrance I wondered what he would do if I teased him.

He groaned from his headache but I could tell he wasn't asleep. I could feel his hot breath on my body enlightening every vain in my body. I rubbed myself against him and I hear mumble "fuck" under his breath.

I giggled and kept rubbing myself against him until I feel him wrapping his hands around my throat and moving  me closer to whisper in my ear "don't think I won't fuck you right here".

A challenged him "do it then" I said it quietly so Riley or Anthony didn't hear me in the kitchen.

I could hear them talking about what Blaine was doing last night. Apparently he went to the a party last night with the guys from the football team.

I chose not to argue about it right now but I was going to bringing it up later. He shouts in my ear "stand up for me" and I follow his orders and stand in front of him.

He undresses me from head to toe until I'm entirely naked in front of him. I look at the blunge in his pants and I think about having it inside of me. I bite my lips and I hear Blaine chuckle I look up immediately.

He caught me looking at it and I turned red. "On your knees!" He commands and I follow his orders.

He pulls down his pants and his length is at eye  level with me. "Is this what you wanted?" He teased and grabbed a fist full of my hair.

"Yes,please" I smile up at him. I took deep into my mouth and he staggered back and lands on my bed. I looked up at him as moans and "fuck" dropped from his mouth.

"Shh Riley and Anthony are in the kitchen"

He brings his finger under my chin and moves it up so I could look in his eye. "I don't fucking care. Let them hear us".