Craving him-The Secrets we keep

08- Dinner with Arielle's father

January 7,2020, Tuesday

I woke up in the morning on Blaine's chest. Today been the first time we actually slept in the same bed. Anthony was dead set on not allowing Blaine to be in my room but we made a compromise. Blaine could sleep in my room as long as the door was open.

I look up at him and smiled, his eyes were closed. He looked like an angel, a perfect imperfect prince.

"Why are you staring?" He says from his sleep at else I thought he was.

"Blaine?" I questioned.

He opened his eyes slightly "yeah?" He said softly.

He wrapped his arms around me in a hug. I gave him a little kiss "good morning!" I tried to sound enthusiastic.

I jump on top of him and he groans. I smile and lean in to give him a kiss. He grabs ahold of my neck and pulls me in closer, a smile rises on his lips.

8:00 pm

I got dressed in a tight black dress with a slit in the side. I looked at myself in the mirror, I'm going to see my dad that I haven't seen in like 3 years. I'm crazy nervous.

Blaine walks into my room in a tux he comes behind me and whispers into my ear "you look gorgeous".

I replied "not to bad yourself".

I turned him to him his  hair is curly with one curl stood against his forehead. He was playing with his cuff links, I think he's nervous to see my dad too. I fix his tie, I pull it tightly then I pull it so he would come closer and I gave him a little kiss.

He whispers softly "do it again and you won't make it to dinner".

I tease him "I bet" and walk into the kitchen.

"You can't just say things like that and walk away" he groans.

"Watch me!" I tease and grabbed my purse from the counter and walked outside to his car. The feeling of anxiety won't leave me. Why am I nervous about meeting a deadbeat father who left me?.

I think he noticed I was nervous he gripped my thigh in his big hands and suddenly I wasn't thinking about my dad. I was thinking of Blaine's hands on my thigh.

His hand went higher and higher up my thigh I smack his hand off "ouch !, why did you do that for?" He yelped.

"You trying to get into my pants before my meet my father."

"Nooooo" he exclaimed "I'm trying to calm you down. You look like your having a panic attack".

I take a deep breath in to calm my nerves. He puts the car over I say "No. No, if we park were going to be late"

"I think your absentee father could wait a few more minutes to see you"  says and he bends over me to put my seat back.

Instead I jump over to his side and sat on his lap. I start kissing him, he's the only thing that could make me feel calm.

He starts to undress pulling the straps to my dress down. He kisses my skin leaving marks everywhere on my body. I get up so I could pull my panties down and he could pull his pants.

I sit on his length a moan falls from my lip my head falls back in pleasure. I slide up and down  on it.

My phone rings interrupting us, I tried to jump off of him to answer but he held my hips in place I said "Blaine I have to answer my phone".

"No, no, you don't Arielle. Let's join the moment" he kisses my lips. I pull away from him and answer the phone, he groans.

Andrew: Are you coming your late?
Arielle: yes I am in running a little late.
Andrew: okay

He hangs up.

"See we we have to go" I exclaim.

"No we don't especially if you are having panic attacks. Sometimes you have to think about yourself Arielle".

"I want to go" I say softly.

"Okay" and he starts the car again. He holds to my hand to comfort me, I smile up at him. I know this is where I am supposed to be he's my home.

We get to the restaurant I walk in it's my childhood favorite restaurant. My dad and I used to go when I was kid. Andrew walks right up to me when he sees Blaine he gives him a mean glare.

"What is he doing here?!" He yelled.

"He's my boyfriend dad he's here for emotional support" he rolled his eyes but agreed. Blaine was about to run up to him but I held my hand up so he couldn't go past me.

As we sat down he said "there was something I wanted to tell you" he looked at Blaine like was about him.

"Okay say it" I replied.

"Anthony is not my child, he's Blaine's father child. Your mom and his dad was having an affair" I gasped drinking the my water to catch my breath.

"What do you mean Anthony is not yours?" I yelled.

"Anthony is not my son, your mom was cheating on me. That not all". He continued on "your mom didn't have cancer she was killed".

I get up from my seat instantly and Blaine does too "Elijah is evil but he wouldn't do anything that extreme" I scream.

"Arielle listen please!" He begs and touches my shoulder.

I pull away from him "No. What your saying is completely insane" I get up.

"But it's true, Elijah is evil and once he's got something in his mind he'll do anything to make sure it's done. You have to be careful"

"You don't get to be an absentee father and decide one day decide to actually care. You left right after my mom died when I needed you the most, you weren't there". I'm angry at him I know I  have ever right to be but it doesn't make me feel better. I walk out of the restaurant, Blaine behind me.

The cold air hits me and calms me down. I took a deep breath in and out.I end up dropping to the floor on my knees. Blaine holds his hand out to try and catch me but it was too late. I was already on the ground.

He bends down in front of me and I start sobbing. I didn't think it could hurt so much and it's kind of hitting me all at once. I don't know how many I could take of this.

"Are you okay Elle?" He said worry in his eyes.

"Just take me home". He holds me up and walks me to the car.