Craving him-The Secrets we keep

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                                  Arielle
It's been a few weeks and Blaine is still in the hospital, his parents are talking about taking  him off of life support.

I stand by his bed every day when I'm not in school. Everyone around me is worried about me watching me like I'm going to go crazy. Blaine was what kept me grounded without him I'm afraid I will fall apart. But I'm keeping positive and keeping busy.

It's February a few weeks until Valentine's Day. Everyone is going on with their lives and they tell me to do the same. But I can't I have to stay by his side because of it was me he would stand here and fight for me.

Riley comes in and touches my shoulder "why don't we go get some food?" She asked me. Not really asking me but telling me, I swear if people left me here I would stay here every day and not eat one thing. But I do have people even Blaine's dad had been helpful I'm not forgiving him though.

I nod my head yes and I kiss Blaine's forehead and I leave the room. As soon as I do the machines go off and Nurses rush into the room trying to get him back.

I start sobbing and try to run back into the room but Riley catches me and I fall to the floor in her arms. "I can't lose him. I can't lose him" I repeat sobbing.

I sit in the cafeteria with Riley in complete silence she took me away and I was too afraid to go check if he was still alive. Riley got me a ham and cheese sandwich from the deli.

Elijah walks into the cafeteria I look up at him. I close my eyes to prepare myself for what he's about to say.

He hits our table and he takes a breathe before saying "he's heart stopped but he's fine"

I finally take a breath of relief. I was worried he would be gone forever but I can tell by Elijah's face that's not all he wanted to say. "I think it's time we let Blaine go, he obviously doesn't want to come back he's been a ventilator for weeks now-"

Before he could finish I got up and screamed in his face "your going to give up on him after everything you put him through are you fucking kidding me?!".

"Arielle Blaine is not getting any better we are hurting him by keeping him here when he doesn't want to be here" he tries to convince me.

"Your an asshole your the least person who should say if Blaine life support gets pulled. You killed my mom on purpose because you didn't want your wife to find out you were cheating and that Anthony was actual yours".

"Everyone lies and keeps things like your friends. Ask Anthony and Riley what there hiding".

I look at Riley and Anthony runs into the room. I look at Anthony he looks at me confused like he doesn't know what happened. I cross my arms "what don't I know?" I asked.

Anthony looked at Riley "look we were.."

"We?" I repeated.

He continued "yes, we were going to tell you that we were having sex"

I screamed "having sex?!" Everyone looked our way. Riley and Anthony hiding in embarrassment.

"So you told me over and over on how dating Blaine was bad because he was the bad boy and now your dating his twin?" I yelled at Riley.

"Blaine and Anthony aren't twins" she states.

"Oh please Blaine and Anthony are exactly the same. We used to call the the terrible twins because they were exacted so much alike."