Craving him-The Secrets we keep

03-Doctors

January 2,2020, Saturday,

I walked into the doctor's office the next day; I waited for the doctor. I'm nervous and scared and all I want is to call Blaine. Maybe I should call him I can't do this on my own, but is he still mad at me? Will he answer?

I smack myself in the forehead of course Blaine would answer, he would come running if he as hears the word hospital and my name in a sentence. I should call him, right? You know what I'm going to call him and see how the conversation goes.

I call him the phone rings

"Arielle?" He sounds like he just woke up or he was drunk at a party.

"Blaine," I paused, and I heard the sheets on the bed crumbled like he was getting up. I thought about being in those sheets with him. I stayed quiet, trying to collect myself before speaking. 

"What's wrong Arielle?" Damn, now I concerned him. I stayed quiet for a minute and the sound of a crying baby next to me made him more suspicious. "Tell me what's wrong, Arielle!" he demands.

"I'm at the hospital" the phone hangs up. I close my eyes "shit!" I knew this was going to happen. He's going to find me and I'm going to have to tell him everything, and I don't know if I'm ready for that.

I patiently awaited Blaine walking through the door and it happened he ran inside out breath and panicking. I think he put anything on and ran to the hospital because he's wearing grey baggy sweat pants and a black muscle shirt in the cold weather.

He looked all around and when he finally met my eyes he ran towards me and bend in front of me "are you okay?, What's wrong?" I panicked him, I knew I shouldn't have called him.

I grab his hands to get him off the floor everybody is staring at us now. I whisper "I'm fine Blaine. But there's something I need to tell you"

"Your not pregnant are you?" He jokes with a little smirk. I think that's he's way of coping with this. A smile on his face and I don't want to be the one to take it off.

"No I'm not pregnant. This is hard to tell you but when I do tell you please don't freak out"

I think tears are about to fall down his face. He looks worried but Like he's trying to keep himself together. "You know how my mom had uterus cancer?" He nods his head. I paused for a second and he realized what I was trying to say.

"Your saying you have cancer?" He's angry mixed in with a little worry now. He's face is turning red and then going to a purplish blue color.

"What I am saying is I could have cancer, what's why I am here" he scoots over to me and hugs me tightly. Not what I was expecting at all, I was expected him to yell at me and call me a bad person but why didn't he? I wondered.

"With everything happening we need each other" he grabbed a hold of my hand. I look at our fingers intwined with each other's, only he could make me feel better in a moment like this. I can see something is bothering him but if I ask him about it he'll close down like he always does.

"Arielle King?" A voices calls my name I take my eyes off of Blaine to look for the voice. This time it was a male doctor, Blaine's not going to take this well.

I walk up to the man I ask him as we talk into his office "where's ms McKinnon?" I could feel Blaine's breath on my neck making my body tingle. He's eyeing the doctor like he'll kill him if he touched me.

"She's out family emergency I'll be telling you your results. I'm doctor Love" he's voice is calm and relaxing but I'm still nervous. I sit on the table, Blaine stands next to me holding on to my hand. The space was small with a desk and two chairs in the corner, I was feeling a little  claustrophobic. I stared at the picture on the wall it was a picture of a woman like me but with different colors on of the rainbow on her face. The doctor asks "is he your boyfriend?" Blaine glares at him.

I try to calm him down by holding my hands tighter in his "hi dr. love yes, he's my boyfriends" and I see a smirk rises on Blaine's lips. He goes behind his desk and grabs a paper, my nerves are taking over me like a wave.

"Well Arielle good news seems like you do not have cancer" I jump up from my seat. I'm surprised I thought for sure my life was over.

Blaine pulled me into a hug, I could feel his heart beating fast as he presses against my body. I'm happy I don't have cancer but I thought cancer was genetic so why don't I have it? I can't think about that right now I need to let myself be happy without turning it into conspiracy.

I could feel someone's eyes on me and I see the doctor staring at me. Blaine lets go and seems to notice he kisses me right there passionately our lips can't seem to keep away from each other's.

The doctor uncomfortable says "Well, I'm going to leave congratulations Arielle" and walks out.

I push Blaine away from him as he closes he door, leaving us alone in the room "did you have to do that?" I hit him in the shoulder.

He laughs and brushes it off like it didn't hurt at all "Come on that guy was basically eye fucking you. You can not expect me not to protect what's mine"

"You say that like I'm your property" I say with an attitude, I roll my eyes and grab my purse from the floor.

In a swift motion that even I didn't see coming he grabbed my chin and raised it up to look at him " listen I would apologize for trying to protect you against him" he brings me closer so he could whisper into my ear "he's just lucky kiss you is all I did".

I close my eyes, I'm trying to control my breathing he always seems to knock the breathe out of me. He's staring into my eyes deeply waiting for my response like I'm going to tell him not to it do.

"Don't okay" he goes really closely behind me I could feel his breath on my neck. All I could think about was him, the feeling of him on my skin and the rush of power I felt. He ran his fingers on my arm, my whole body surrendering to him.  My breaths are thin, I could feel my heart beating fast in my chest.

"Are you sure you want to stop?" He asks. Ugh why can't I stop this, the real question is why don't I want to stop this?. He starts kissing on my neck and my legs go weak. He wraps one hand around me holding me up. He always does this when he feels threatened that someone was going to take me from him.

I push him away and I land on the doctor desk trying to keep myself upright "not in here okay, I know you feel like he was flirting with me and that made you jealous".

He interrupts and walks towards me slowly "jealous?" He laughs "I don't get jealous Elle". He holds out his hand and we walk out of the office.

The doctor was outside talking to a patient when he saw me walking out he looked up at me. Blaine saw this and held my hand and kissed the palm of it.

When I get to the car he says "he had to learn you had a boyfriend and he couldn't flirt with you. He wasn't even flirting with you, he was eye fucking you, why did you wear something so revealing it's cold outside?".

I looked down at my outfit it was my outfit from last night I wore a tight black body con dress with a butterfly on the the middle. Should I tell him I was at a party last night with his sister? I mean nothing happened so I shouldn't tell him right?.

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Do you think Arielle's going to tell Blaine what happen at the party? What do you think happened?.