Craving him-The Secrets we keep

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March 3,2021

The next day, I can't believe I did that with him. Is it weird that I kind of liked it? Is that weird?. It isn't sometimes you find things you never thought you liked.

I walked into the kitchen it was freezing I felt the cold in my bones. Anthony and Riley were sitting near the counter, they looked happy and that's all I wanted for her.

"Ewww" I comment "I think I'm going to put Bleach in my eyes so I could unsee that" I joke around they both laugh with me. Anthony's moved away from her.

I hear the door of my room open and an awake Blaine walks out rubbing his eyes. He looked perfect as he walked out his chest bare. He walks up to me and wraps his hand around my waist. He smiles and kisses my cheek "good morning!". I could see it in his eyes he was going to tease me about last night. I just hope it wasn't in front of Riley and Blaine.

"actually I was hoping we could go out today. Your leaving soon and I'm going to miss my best friend" Riley says immediately comes to my side and pulls me away learning a nasty glare from Blaine and I agreed. I miss the way thing were before I could wrapped up in Blaine.

I turned back to Blaine I hoped he wasn't pissed about me spending the day with Riley. He kissed my forehead surprisingly "go ahead I'll hang out with Anthony, it was time him and I got some bro time" he jokes and Anthony eyes him with the nastiest glare.

I got dressed in jeans and a black tee shirt. I followed Riley to her car. When we get into the car she just sits there like she wants to say something. "Say it or forever hold your peace" I say.

"I'm just glad your happy. Look at us both with boyfriends I never thought we would end up like this" she says.

"I think it's just one of those things you never expect. It was different for me to fall in love with Blaine because I think I loved him since we were kids I just never let myself fall head over heels until now".

"yeah I know I think he helped you even if he thinks he did nothing. Anyways let's go to the park".

Riley played her music now he's playing love songs by Drake, P!nk, Meghan Trainor. Anthony has really changed her, I felt bad when Anthony yelled at her for taking me with her when she jumped off the cliff. They hit a rough patch because of me and I could tell they both of them running away eyes.

Running away eyes is when your eyes say that your about to run away. That's what I call it when her eyes say that she's about to ran away from a relationship which she usually does.

We got to the park, it was a little park. I  watched the kids play on the playground and I sat on the grass. Riley points "I remember one summer we came here.you and I were like 12 and Blaine and Anthony were 14. Blaine took your favorite doll and you tackled him down to the floor."

"He looked into your eyes with and I knew he was in love with you, I never forgot about it that's when he had that light the radiated from him. It's like since high school a dark cloud, clouds him now. He's not that smiley anymore boy, light hearted anymore.

"What are you trying to say Riley?" I say getting annoyed.

"I love Blaine like a brother I do and I seen how much he has changed for you. But" she stops I could tell what she wanted to say but I need to hear her sat.

"But?" I say so she could continue on.

"He still has that dark cloud around him. You think Ally would still be around if Blaine didn't let her think there was a chance?".

"He told me he wasn't cheating and I believe him. We're supposed to trusting each other and if I go in the house and accuse him of cheating all that goes to hell".