Craving him-The Secrets we keep

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Blaine
January 9,2021

Anthony being unreasonable kicking her yesterday out this not the right thing. I see the sad look at Arielle face. I hate that he's doing this to her.

Her father coming was completely unexpected.  He makes me so angry he's just like my dad such an asshole. I hug Arielle as she lays in my arms, she looks broken staring at my chest.

I talked to my mom about letting her stay for a couple days until Anthony calms down. I get why he thinks it's a bad idea I have been saying the same thing since we started getting together. But everything changed I would never hurt her.

Madeline walks in and she laughs evilly but Arielle doesn't move her head to look at Madeline. Madeline ask "what's wrong with her ?".

"Nun of your business" I replied. I hate when she gets into our business like she apart of it.

"Well then I guess you could tell her about our kiss" she stares with a smile on her face.

Arielle gasped and shot her head up to look at me. She screamed "you did what?"

"Arielle it was one kiss a long time ago" I said quickly I didn't want to start around argument with her that would force us to be apart again.

"A kiss that you didn't tell me about?" She yelled back. I get that she's mad but the kiss didn't mean anything but I get why he's mad.

I start thinking about another man ever touching Arielle the way I touch her, I would kill him. No hesitation.

"There are things you didn't tell me like when you went to a party and got drunk because we had a fight? You remember that right?" I yelled back at her. I realize I shouldn't have thrown that in her face, I understand she was having a hard time and but she just makes me angry.

She gets up "you think partying is equal to cheating? Something must be messed up in that head of yours".

I lose it and yelled at the top of my lungs "Im messed up" he pointed to himself "you were not going to tell me you could have cancer Arielle. Imagine finding out that the person you most care about in the world could be ripped from your fingers. You were everything to me and I wasn't just going to accept it like you wanted me too".

She shocked like this was the first time she heard it come out my mouth. "I never told you, you had to accept it Blaine. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to be upset and do some shit that you can't take back"

"I didn't kiss her because of your possibly of having cancer it was before that. You think I wanted to hurt you, I didn't. It was a moment of weakness that meant nothing to me"

"You expect me to believe that there wasn't a motive behind the kiss"

There's a long silence Arielle stares down at her sneakers. Her sneakers are dirty despite her not going really going anywhere. Today she decided to wear a white sun dress with yellow flowers covering it and her hair into perfect curls.

Madeline walks up to Arielle and mocks her  "relax Arielle the kiss was harmless fun no need to get your panties in a twist. But if I wanted him I could get him".

"Fuck you" Arielle yells at her in her face. I never heard her swear before it was like a little baby swearing. Madeline gasped like she was in shock from Arielle yelling at her. I could tell she's just angry and yelling at everyone around her and she was every right.