Craving him-The Secrets we keep

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Tuesday February 25,2021

I'm with Riley today it's after school and she decided she wanted to have a girls day. I agreed Because you can't argue with her. She's driving along the highway we go under a tunnel I could see the airport from here it was huge, I haven't actually been inside. But I liked to imagine what it looked like and the different type of people. We come up to a hill we were so high up I felt like I could touch the clouds.

Riley stopped the car and ran up to the edge. She started to get undressed until she was in her swimsuit. "What are you going to do?".

She replied with a smile on her face "we're going to jump!" She said with enthusiasm.

"What?!" I screamed.

"Come on when do you do anything that's fun with me" she tries to convince me, I'm hesitant.

This could be extremely dangerous specially because were so high up. I walk to the edge and I see the water crash up on the rock. I yell over the wind "it's dangerous there are rocks".

"Stop being scary Arielle!" she grabs my hand before I could yank my hand back she jumped taking me with her into free fall.

I was so scared the breath had been knocked out of me, I was holding my breath the whole time . I was freaking out thinking I would hit the rocks I was about to pass out. When I woke up I was on land and Riley was staring into my eyes worried when I hear Blaine voice "what were you thinking? You could have been serious hurt you could jump off a bridge for all I care but leave Arielle out of it".

When I look to my right Blaine was there angry. I choked up water and Riley held me up so I wouldn't choke. When I looked at Blaine he has tears drops in his eyes I never seen him like this before. "I'm fine Blaine she didn't force me I went because I wanted to".

"That's not an excuse she should have stopped you" he looks at her like he wants to kill her. I touch his shoulder to look at me.

I gave Riley a look and she left us alone. "Why did you do that you could have been hurt?" He yells waving his hands.

"it felt good with out all the fainting. You lived your life free and I'm not allowed to" I joke but his expression didn't change "How did you even get here?".

"Riley called me but I also followed you. Riley's crazy one day she might force you to do something that actually will hurt you" He replied with anger still in his voice. I somehow found it sexy.

"Awww you care" I tease him.

"Shut up!" he said in a playful tone.

We got back home Blaine was insist on carry me in. He laid me on the bed and Anthony came inside my room. "What did you do to her?" He yelled at Blaine in misplaced anger.

"No. don't yell at him it was me. Riley wanted to go cliff diving but I didn't say no I wanted to do it. I just wanted to do something that scared me" I tried to convince him.

He looked at me with sympathy. I hated that he treated me like a box with a handle with take sticker on it  "you need to be careful Arielle something bad could happen."

"I promise I will" I smile.

The next morning...

Blaine

I watched her as she slept, she sleeps like a baby. I wish she didn't do such dangerous things, she could have been hurt or worse. No, I can't think like that I don't think I could live if she wasn't by my side.

I sit by her feet as she toss around in her bed. I wondered what she could be dreaming about that's got her so uneasy. She wakes up screaming, I lean in and move her hair from her face. She rubs her eyes when she finally meets my eyes it's like she knows she safe. She smiles and says "hey" I say.