Logan/Logic X Virgil/Anxiety| ONESHOTS | (read for bio more info)

꧁☹︎𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝙿☹︎꧂

⚠️WARNING!!!!! CONTAINS GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE!!!
VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED⚠️⚠️⚠️

—before I start this chapter I just want to say that Suicide is never the answer, it will not take away your pain it will just give it to someone else. Please reach out to someone and tell them if you are having suicidal or intrusive thoughts. You are not alone.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255. -
Now onto the one shot.

So far it had been a semi normal day. Virgil had gotten zero hours of sleep that night so he slept in for most of the morning, that is of course until the obnoxious creative trait did his average morning singing that he did every single day. If this was any other normal day Virgil would have yelled at the prince to shut up, but that's only if Virgil actually cared enough about anything anymore. The anxious trait rolled over in his bed with a groan, of course his mind was completely overflowing with 'What if's'. It was a routine at this point where Virgil would have unrealistic and negative thoughts and feelings about himself, but that specific day Virgil felt weaker than normal. His head felt like it was throbbing, this sort of thing was not a good sign for Virgil. As soon as he felt the pain he automatically knew what was going on... Thomas must have taken anti-anxiety pills. Virgil was used to being neglected by everyone and was used to the feeling of brokenness in his heart, however this time it really tore him apart. He didn't want to get out of bed until he had quite enough of the mental and physical pain. After pulling on his normal hoodie and even did his eyeshadow he sauntered out of his bedroom lazily. The other sides were socializing and eating breakfast in the kitchen, however Virgil did not want to eat in the slightest. "Mornin' kiddo!" Patton, or Morality. The fatherly, optimistic, and innocent trait. "Behold! The beast has risen from his cave!" Roman, or Creativity. The dramatic, inventive, and somewhat annoying trait. "Good morning, Virgil." Logan, or Logic. The intelligent, rational, and incredibly sharp trait; not to mention that in Virgil's secret opinion he is also very attractive, however there was no way that he could ever return Virgil's feelings so he had simply given up. Virgil nodded with a blank expression to the group before sneaking off. His head was still increasing in pain, but he couldn't think about that right now. Virgil snuck off silently and roamed around until he came across a bridge that was high up off the ground, this bridge was awfully familiar to Virgil. The long bridge that Virgil stood on represented the bridge that leads to the 'others'.. that place was far too familiar to Virgil, it brought back painful flashbacks that caused a small tear to roll down his cheek. Virgil shifted his gaze from the foggy mist of the other side over to the edge of the bridge.. The pain in Virgil's head started spreading across his body... he shakily and slowly climbed up onto the edge of the railing, Virgil glanced down at the ground for only a split second because of his fear, he was scared and yet he was also calm at the same time... he told himself lies about him and his friends, as more and more tears ran down his face and his knees grew weaker he shakily inched himself forward while squeezing his eyes shut.... he felt his heartbeat grow faster and faster as the heat of the moment enclosed in on him... right when he was about to step off the edge something grabbed his wrists followed by a familiar voice.....
"VIRGIL??!!" The figure tugged him back off of the railing and onto the safety of the bridge platform.. Virgil was in disbelief when he saw that the familiar person was indeed his very good friend.. Logan.
"..Good god what in the world are you doing!?" Logan rarely raised his voice unless he needed to or unless he was yelling at one of the other sides in annoyance, so this was shocking to the anxious trait.. what was even more shocking was Logan looked as if he had tears forming in his eyes.. Virgil was still in adrenaline from the moment beforehand.. he wanted to say something but nothing would come out,
Logan suddenly out of nowhere pulled Virgil into an extremely tight hug.. Virgil had no clue what to think or do, but he hesitantly hugged him back equally as tight.. "V-Virgil... please do not lead me to believe that what you were just about to do was what I think it was..." Logan stammered out without pulling away from the embrace, Virgil felt a pain in his chest and shakily nodded to let him know that it was.. as soon as Virgil did so Logan let out a shaky breath of disbelief, "I-... Virgil, w-why?..who is making you think these horrid things??.." Logan was desperate to get to the bottom of this terrifying moment.
Virgil hesitated however managed to get some words out, "..Logan.. I-I'm not wanted.. I'm not wanted h-here or anywhere.. No one c-cares-" Virgil was cut off by Logan, "Falsehood. I can not speak for anyone but myself, however, I care about you Virgil.. For god's sake, I've wanted you for so many years!.." Logan accidentally confessed...
Virgil froze and felt his heart skip, he didn't want to overthink it neither take it out of context... "Logan.. what do you mean you've wanted me?.." Virgil blurted out and Logan froze at the question,Logan didn't realize what he said until that moment, he let out a sigh. "..Virgil... I'm not supposed to have emotion. Normally I don't. However when it comes to you I can't feel anything but overwhelming emotions... I-I am supposed to be the smart one, I am supposed to be the direct one..I am Logic.... and yet sometimes It feels like the only thing I know is you, Virgil..." Logan confessed once more and tried to make it seem like he wasn't crying even though it was obvious he was.. Virgil couldn't believe what he was hearing, he gulped before speaking up, "..S-So.. what your saying i-is..." he didn't finish his sentence before Logan nodded his head, "Yes, Virgil. It's hard to admit it.. however, I believe that.. I am in love with you."

ꪀꫀꪜꫀ𝘳 𝓽ꪖ𝘬ꫀ ꪶ𝓲ᠻꫀ
ᠻꪮ𝘳 ᧁ𝘳ꪖꪀ𝓽ꫀᦔ.
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