Logan/Logic X Virgil/Anxiety| ONESHOTS | (read for bio more info)

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!!!TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
|Abusive relationship (at first) + Graphic description of abuse + mention of self harm|

Virgil's POV:
"WHY MUST YOU BE SO DIFFICULT!!! IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT?!??"  Roman had shouted at me...
Your probably wondering what in the actual hell is happening and why, I'd rather not get into it. Let's just say Roman and I have been dating for a while... and he's not the most affectionate.
I was currently huddled in a in a corner where Roman had cornered me in.. he looked over me and I made sure to keep an eye on his sword just to be safe..   "Y-YOU WERE FLIRTING WITH ANOTHER GUY RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME—"  I tried shouting back but I was cut off by a sickly and dreadfully familiar pain.. 
Roman had punched me.   He has done this many times before but this time was slightly different..
He punched me right square in the face.
I fell to the ground with a thud and now a bloody nose and what I could definitely tell was an immediate black eye..  I felt my stomach twist and turn like it always has but this time even worse.
I felt another pain as Roman gave me a kick as I was curled up on the ground, this time he had jabbed his heel straight into my side...
"WELL IF YOU WOULD JUST SHUT THE HELL UP THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE TO FLIRT WITH OTHER PEOPLE!!! YOUR SO PATHETIC!!!!"  I could hear the anger raise up in his voice again which meant he was going to hurt be again, I winced in pain as I squeezed my eyes shut and braced for impact.... but it never happened.
Instead I heard the door to Roman's room bust open  and then I quickly heard Roman grunt in pain after what sounded like he was hardly hit with a large object by someone and Roman gracefully tumbled to the floor a couple meters away from me..  the one thing I could think of was..   'who the fuck cares enough about me to stop him from hurting me?..' 
Then I heard a frantic panicked voice...
"...yikes dodson, what just-  VIRGIL!!!"
Wait... no no no I have to be hallucinating right now.. that cannot be real.... Is that.... Logan??

Logan's POV:
I was in my bedroom reading a book peacefully before I suddenly heard muffled yelling and then heard a loud thudding noise, this made me extremely concerned because it was all coming from what sounded like Roman's bedroom, but mainly I was worried because I last saw Virgil be practically dragged into his room. I suddenly felt this strange rush of impulse and I sprung to my feet and ran into Roman's room to find him screaming at a corner... at first I didn't notice it but as I took a step closer I finally saw it... VIRGIL!!! He was curled up on the ground with a black eye and remains of a nose bleed that were clearly wiped away from the smear of blood... he looked terrified....  I felt sick to my stomach and weak in my knees.... it felt as if time had figuratively stopped.... Luckily I must have brought the book with me.. I just did the first thing that came to mind.. which at the moment happened to be knocking out Roman with the book. After catching my breath and adjusted my tie an glasses I remembered that Virgil was still there. I quickly rushed over to his side falling onto my knees at his level. He was definitely in shock, though he was also dazed and almost half unconscious.. I firstly made sure he was still breathing and I checked his pulse, I was extremely relieved to determine that he was in fact still breathing and he had a pulse. But as I gently grabbed his wrist to get his heart rate, the sleeve of his jacket moved upward slightly... it revealed tons of small and big deep red cuts..... the first thought that came to mind was,  '..There's no possible way that such clean lines could be caused by any other being.... N-No..'   
Suddenly his deep purple eyes fluttered open before I could do anything else and I could clearly see the despair and pain in them. He looked as if he was going to speak but I cut him off, "We can talk more about this after I get you cleaned up.. alright?" I said while doing something I don't recall me doing very often.... I smiled.. genuinely. Virgil forces a tiny weak smile and nodded before I picked him up in what is called 'Bridal Position'.
I quickly carried him to my room and set him down in a chair, he looked dazed and in pain. If I'm being honest it was a heartbreaking sight. After cleaning him up and caring for his injuries I sighed and says down on the edge of my bed next to him in the chair.
"..thanks... sorry to cause trouble-" Virgil began to speak before I cut him off. "Virgil don't apologize for this. Ever.  This is zero trouble whatsoever. Now... if you are comfortable, can you tell me what's been happening? Because those types of wounds don't come out of nowhere... And what tears me up even more is.. well...Virgil, I presume that.. the injuries on your arm aren't caused by anybody hurting you.. except for.. yourself." I felt a stinging sensation as my face became darker and I began to feel tears well up in my eyes..
"Lo... How did you-" Virgil's eyes grew sadder,
"Virge, I saw. Those cuts on your forearms... All I need to know is....  W-Why?.."  that was actually a genuine question. I couldn't sum up any sort of logical reason for why he did this..
Virgil looked away for a moment before looking back at me, now with tears running down his cheeks.
"...When you've been in a harmful relationship for as long as I have.. You start to actually believe the things that are being said about you and to you.
I'm being abused, Logan....   Mentally.. and physically abused....   Roman was ok for the first week of dating but then something inside him snapped..  Ever since then he's been abusing me, using me, and just straight up hurting me....
H-He called me worthless, ignorant, stubborn, intolerable, ugly, weak, annoying, problematic, unwanted, tiring, insane, bitchy..  Countless times....
All of those words ring in my ears as I sleep...
The hatred I get is just another imprint in my mind that repeats itself until I start to believe it.
S-So that's why..."
It went silent after Virgil finished venting...
I was speechless.
I felt hatred for Roman, guilt for myself......
And for Virgil.. I can't f-find a word to describe it...
"Ahem....  Virgil, those are that's the biggest falsehood I've ever heard..
Allow me to give examples of what you really are.
Virgil in all honesty..  You're  gorgeous, brave, impeccable, strong, brilliant, amazing, inspiring, beautiful, compelling, unique, independent, bold, and overall... your—"   My ongoing monologue was suddenly and very shockingly interrupted by Virgil leaning forward, grabbing my tie, and using it to pull me into a kiss..
I don't know what I'm feeling in my stomach right now....  But I.... Ahem.. I... I quite enjoy it.
After approximately one minute and five seconds,
mine and Virgil's lips parted.
"I...I'm offended that you interrupted me, but at least it was for a good reason.." I murmured slightly and felt my face become hot.
"...I found a pretty fitting phrase to finish your sentence, Lo." Virgil snickered and blushed..
"A-And what phrase would that be?" I tried to contain whatever feeling was going on inside of me..
Virgil leaned in closer with a rather adorable smirk before softly replying with....
"In love with a nerd. Oops, I meant to say Logan."
Normally I'd be mad at this but I just can't when it comes to Virgil.
I don't exactly know how but I smiled very sincerely before grabbing Virgil's jacket to pull him towards me.
"I myself happen to feel strong affection for an angsty emo. My apologies, I meant to say Virgil."
We met in a sweet kiss.