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preference #42

when they walk in on you looking in the mirror and being upset over ur insecurities

a/n: i'm not specify the insecurity because i don't wanna assume anyone's body type or their insecurities !!! y'all r all beautiful, no matter ur weight, skin color, hair type, if u have acne or not, you're perfect!!! and i love you:] i also use terms like "beautiful" but i am not referring to just women!!! this is a gender neutral book!! i am using it as a neutral term:]

// minors not included simply for time sake!! also this is more meant to be a romantic/dating one anyway :] i hope u understand. if any of you really want i would be happy to include them at a later time!!!

requested by- @i-like-ferrets

dream-
— after he showed his face on stream, he really really wanted chat to be able to see you as well. he tried to convince you but you just kept on saying no, you didn't want anyone to see you.
— he let it go after a while and just thought that you were camera shy. he didn't wanna force you into anything, until he came into your shared bathroom and saw you staring at yourself with tears almost spilling down your cheeks.
— he immediately walked over to you and held your face in his hands, asking you what was wrong. he wiped your tears with the pads of his thumbs while you explained how you felt about yourself and why you didn't wanna go on camera.
— he immediately felt for you because he knows what it's like to be insecure and afraid of going on camera, especially in front of that many people. he reassured you that he loves you very much, and that you're perfect to him. he kissed you all over ur face until you were smiling, and told you that you didn't have to go on camera if you didn't want to.

george-

— you were waiting to meet some of his college friends, he hadn't talked to them in a very long time, and they all decided to get together for a dinner. you had picked out this outfit a week ago for the occasion, since it was a fancy dinner. you loved the way it looked out you then, but it doesn't look the way you thought it did a week ago.
— you ran your fingers down your sides and you hips, staring at yourself in the mirror before hearing george yell from behind you.
— "y/n, we're gonna be late!"
— he walks into the bathroom to see you staring at yourself, and smiles softly. he walks up to you and puts his hands on your side, kissing your cheek softly. all your worries were washed away when you saw him looking at you with pure adoration in his eyes, because you knew that he found you beautiful.

sapnap-
— sapnap's love for you could never be denied, it was obvious how much he loved you to everyone. but no matter how much he loved you, you couldn't bring to love yourself.
— you stared at yourself in the mirror pulling at your skin and trying to push it to the way you wanted it. trying force your hair into the way you wanted it but nothing worked. and that's when the tears began.
— sapnap rushed into your bedroom as soon as he heard you crying and held you in his arms. he was silent as he let you cry into his arms, all your emotions were now seeped into his cotton sweatshirt.
— he kissed your forehead softly, when you cried out the words that anchored onto his heart and sunk it into his stomach. "i just want to love myself."

badboyhalo-
— bad tells you everyday how perfect he thinks you are. he wants you to know that he will always find you beautiful and always has found you beautiful. he makes small comments throughout the day and tells you how amazing you look, kisses you almost everytime he sees you and adores the smile you give him whenever he does.
— it's hard to be insecure when you have someone who compliments you everyday, but at some point, there's a time where you're sitting on the bathroom floor in front of the sliding mirror that covers your closet and picking out ever insecurity that you have.
— there's a clear look of disgust on your face as you stare back in the mirror. your head telling you that bad has been lying the entire time about how he feels about your body. that he doesn't like your body, and he is just lying to make you happy. you knew somewhere that it wasn't true, but the bad thoughts overruled the good ones.
— you came out of the bathroom with your face all red and your eyes slightly puffy, even after washing your face you could tell that you had been crying, which is what bad immediately noticed. the smile dropped from his face as he stood from the couch and asked immediately what was wrong.
— "do you really like me?" you asked, and bad held your hand in his and said yes, of course he does.