The Raven and The Wolf [discontinued]

Writings of ╎∷╎ᓭ

I feel so guilty.

I still love you Kody, know that that's why I left, I can't see you become what I know you will.

Please forgive me.

Here I am writing like he can hear me.

It's been about two days since I left.

It pains me to think of a seven year old child who just wants his mother.

Kody always was a mama's boy, he always wanted me, never his father.

It was so sweet, he was such an amazing boy.

It makes it so damn hard to have just left him like that.

He's my son, and I'm his mother I shouldn't have left.

Even if I knew what he would have become, I left him.

What if that's why it's going to happen.

What if it's because I left him he's going to do all those awful things.

I'm such a goddamn idiot.

But there's no going back now, hell I forgot where I am so I couldn't go back even if I tried.

  Forgiveness is all I want.

  Please Kody, don't hate me for this.