My Angel [Hawks X Reader]

Trials and Tribulations

Hawks POV-

I landed atop the roof of the apartment building.

The same apartment building Y/n lives in.

The same roof me and her stood upon not even two weeks ago. I looked at the ground, scrapping my feet against the gravel only to find myself looking out at exactly where she had stood.

Imagining her.

The way her eyes glimmered in the reflection of the sunlight.

The smile she had given me.

I was intoxicated the moment I met her, before I even knew I had fallen head over heels and especially before I knew she would ever love me back.

So how could everything have gone so wrong

I walked back over to the edge of the roof sitting along it. Shoving my hands in my pocket I furrowed my nose into the collar of my jacket.

Only two days and her scent in my jacket has already faded

I chuckled at the irony. The scent of chicken sickens me now, I mean what's the point of enjoying something if I can't have you there to enjoy it with me. Or at least tease me about it.

I miss her smell. I miss her...

I looked out over the city knowing she's somewhere there. How can someone I have barely known for two weeks make me feel so horrible.

I feel empty again...

This was it, my one shot and I still couldn't protect her. Maybe I should have listened to the government. Maybe I should have listened to her.

She was right, I can't save everyone and no matter how fast I am I can't protect everyone. I mean I couldn't even protect her. What's the point of having speed and being a hero if you can't even save the one person you love.

This life, this lifestyle, I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.

It hurts,

of all the feelings I thought I would experience in this relationship why must it now be pain.

I sighed standing up on the ledge.

I can't give up yet.

Turning back around once more to where she once stood I grinned. "You'd probably slap or punch me right now if you knew how much I was sulking. Wouldn't you?" I lightly chuckled inevitably letting out a sigh.

"I plan on keeping my promise to you Y/n. And I sure as hell won't give up." I turned back around diving straight down from the roof.

I don't care how many times I have to check this whole city. Every block, every building, every house, every room, every single nook and cranny.

I will find you, I swear my life on it.

Aizawa's POV-

"So let me get this straight" I sighed looking at tweedle dumb and tweedle dumber.

"You want to hold an investigation for a disbanded group of villains who we have had zero known whereabouts  of for two years and not a missing person"