My Angel [Hawks X Reader]

Penance part I

"Now it is certain that you are quite the rowdy one. They said it was hard as is to even find an opportunity to get you here.

So upon your arrival I assumed that two days without food and water would have sufficed in breaking you down physically. But it seems you have a lot of energy stored up somewhere in that limp body of yours" the man spoke standing back up straight as he stepped away from you.

"What can I say I did a lot of stamina training" you scoffed with a light chuckle.

"F/n L/n" he announced.

"That is my name" you huffed spitting out blood that had been collecting in your mouth.

"Child of F/n L/n incarcerated for life. Oh wow, I bet that must be an interesting story." the Proctor smirked turning back around to face you.

"Almost as interesting as yours" you nearly laughed returning his smirk.

He merely dropped his facial expression and continued seemingly gaining more confidence as he advanced towards you. "Child of M/n L/n deceased, ouch" he taunted.

'deceased?'

'My mom's dead?'

"Oh Y/n you poor thing you really didn't know. Well how could you have your mother did die the day you were born" he maliciously leered stepping closer once more.

"Stop" you demanded clenching your fist as you felt like your mind was running a hundred miles per hour. You always knew it was a possibility that your mother could have been dead.

But with your father never provided any details as to her whereabouts you always preferred to assume that she was alive. Even if it meant she abandoned you the possibility of meeting her one day was something you always held out hope for.

Maybe you would have told her off for leaving you with your father. Or maybe you would have cried tears of joy to see the person who gave birth to you. You could have laughed together, gone to lunch, maybe even shared your similarity in quirks.

But that dream was over as soon as you heard the Proctors words. Your mother was dead, she was always dead. And you would never be able to meet her.

Your hands tightened and your knees buckled as your thoughts became frantic. You lowered your head making a heavy attempt at comprehending this information the Proctor had brought to light.

'deceased no no no'

"Must be tough huh. I mean I might have had it rough but at least my mother didn't die giving birth to me.  How does it feel to be the reason that the great American water and light rescue hero Solaris died. I mean all for what, to bring such a sad little pitiful incompetent hero reject like you into this world" the man spat now directly in front of you

"Stop" you demanded while your voice now projected in more of a pleading tone than you expected.

"Onto sibling relation-" the Proctor continued stepping back.

"Just stop"

"B/n L/n" he had no record, and it looks like he's about to graduate from one of the top universities in the country."

"STOPPPP" you screamed gripping onto the edges of your restraints as your legs went limp. "Just stop please" you begged as your head hung low.

The Proctor raised his arms placing his hands on both sides of your head. "Your father hates you and is spending his life in jail because of his hatred for you. Your mother is dead because of you, and your brother a witness and accomplice in your father's crimes gets to live his life happily till the end of his days. Can't you see it now Y/n, can you not understand"