My Angel [Hawks X Reader]

A State Of Oblivion part I

Y/n POV-

As a loud buzzing sound arose throughout your ears you could feel yourself regaining conscious.

Your eyes felt heavy and your limbs even heavier. Like your whole body was weighed down in agony.

You slowly forced your eyes open painfully bright light making first contact. But beyond your sight you felt pressure on your hand. You looked to your right where Bakugo was seated.

His hand held yours as his head partially rested on the hospital bed. 'Is this real, did he actually do it?'

Careful not to wake him up you slid your hand out of Bakugo's. You looked down to your arms where multiple IV's kept you hooked up to the machines all around you.

You ripped out all of the tubes hissing in response as you attempted to get up. 'God I hate hospitals, I guess the nightmare never ends. I knew I shouldn't have believed that Dabi guy. Let's get this over with Proctor'

You pulled the blankets off of you dangling your feet off of the bed as your toes made first contact with floor.

As you tried to stand up you quickly found that gravity had done it's job a lot faster than usual. You immediately fell to the ground yelping in response from the growing pains throughout your body.

"Y/n" a voice called out. You turned your head around to see Bakugo standing on the other side of the bed.

"What are you doing, you shouldn't be moving around you literally just woke up dumbass" he said rushing to your side as he attempted help you up.

"Just stop already none of this is real" you scoffed leaning on a ledge for support as you struggled to pull your body up.

"Stop it I'm serious" he grumbled pulling one of your arms over his shoulder to help you stand.

"Please, just stop it. I can't do this anymore, stop doing this. Haven't I suffered enough, why won't you just let me die?" You questioned as your voice grew quieter.

"What? Why would I let you die." he scowled sitting you down on the bed.

'I can't keep doing this'

"No stop okay. Just stop, you do this and that and then you make me watch one of them die. I can't do it anymore" you breathed out looking over at Bakugo.

"You wanted me broken well congratulations you've done it. But please stop with the illusions" you sighed resting you're head in your palm.

Bakugo's figure continued to stand infront of you as if he was examining you. 'Just end this game Proctor'

"You wanted me to die right, so just let me. How many times do I have to beg you?-"

You leaned forward falling on your knees in front of Bakugo. You clenched onto your hospital gown refusing to look at him. 'End this, I'm begging you'

"Kill me please, just do it. It's better than this prison you've put me in."

Bakugo kneeled down in front of you reluctantly raising his hand to caress your cheek. "What did they do to you?" his voice croaked out as his face scanned yours.

'What?'

"K- Kacchan?" you questioned looking up to him as the situation only grew more confusing for you. 'This isn't real, is it? I can't tell anymore'

"I'm sorry" his voice cracked as he looked down. "I'm sorry you suffered and I couldn't do anything for you. I'm too ashamed to even call myself your best friend" he mumbled as a tear suddenly trailed down to his chin.