Sohams personal Diary

Sohams everyday Diary! April30

30 April 2021  Friday

853PM- (writing time)

Dear future Soham,

Feeling so so so so so much better and soooo sooo soo very very much happier! Imma say this; yesterday was a very sad and bad day and today was a very happy one! Lets start from the top! Slept at 1230 in the morning...we were watching TV and lost time and when I couldn't sleep I was scrolling on my phone. Got up at 7 25 as usual and did exercise....as usual. Then was school, then was me not being able to study till 2 PM; like zero focus. I just didn't have my attention anywhere and then when I forced myself to study; I fell asleep on my bed and slept till 5 like a baby. Fascinting stuff- i even ate lunch while sleeping...mom gave me the plat, I didn't completely wake up I was like 30 percent active and I literally finished my lunch and then mom tried to wake me up twice for helping her but I didn't wake up. Ik this coz I heard her say it in my sleep. nonetheless I got up at 4 50; ten minutes before guitar class. Quickly ate walnuts and almonds, washed my sleepy face, took a printout that mom needed setup my two stands (one for phone one for guitar; il explain later) And did my guitar class! Time flies when I'm in guitar class...i enjoy it!! Then was time to make PASTA.. Been hyped up about it for a few days now...mom said she needed it to be made for her diet and so she made it for herself on Wednesday night. I would've made it for her but there were no ingredients. Absoluetly none. Like the only thing she put in hers was tomato and onion. Like girl???!!! I wanted to make it yesterday night but I couldn't bcoz no delivery platform had all the things I needed for making my pasta. So finally I found one and ordered all the stuff...loads of it. I ordered Zuchini, red capsicum, yellow capsicum, Carrots, Herbs mix, Chilli flakes, Mushrooms, Olives were already at home, then baby corn and brocolli!! A LOT OF STUFF. So right after class -and I was so hyped...i couldn't stop thinking and talking bout it the whole day today- i got to work. First boiled the pasta. Then cut and sauted the veggies! Then took milk, added cheese and mixed; but the milk bursted...in hindi we say "doodh phat gaya"...oh dang I just googled it and it means that the milk turned sour. So I had to throw that batch and prep a new one....guess what? exactly; it burst to or now as we shall all call it- it turned sour. I was seeing it turn sour and ik it was going to burst (ok sour-) and I purposefully put the pasta and the vegetables into it. I was very tired. This took like two hours to prep and the kitchen was a mess and I was like oh babe- And as soon as I put them pasta and veggies in; it happened "phat gaya doodh" all my 2 hour prep right here into the gutter. Mixed it and ate it nonetheless 😩😖😔. i even forgot to put salt-                     Ok lets talk about the happy triggering, what triggered my happiness! Yesterday; if u read yesterdays diary entry I was so sad that I made a group (again) of me, Harshit, Saanvi and Sonu. It didn't work out well yesterday and today also...today in the sense before it became good. Sonu wasn't happy being in the group...u could tell she didn't wanna make this awkward and didn't like what was going on. I was trying my best not to be the demotivater of this group to go on a hiatus again. And we talked during school...in class...on our Instagram chat...we talked and talked. We talked why we all drifted, why we all stopped talking, why the group broke off, who did this (me), how do we fix this! AND HARSHIT THAT MOTHER FUCKER. HE WOULD JUST START TRYING TO CUT THE TENSION BUT AT THE WRONG POINT EVERTIME HE DID IT. SUPER ANNOYING. HARSHIT IF YOUR READING THIS, YOU SON OF A BITCH. We just chatted and slowly it got to a point where sonu was talking about how I was the wrong one and I couldn't stop agreeing with her. We talked so much...cuts were healing...I WAS FEELING SO HAPPY. THAT WAS HAPPENING. OMG I loved it! My whole sadness thing went away! I talked and talked! I became so so happy! I loved every inch, every second of our conversation. It was therapy! THERAPY!!!! Mind changed polls i went from sad to the cheerfullest person in the multiverse. And that is the reason i also concentrated in the last period- we had to make these face masks as an activity...(but we're in ninth-🗡😀🤚-) but i enjoyed the process...i wanna tell you how i did it. First i searched up a drawing book took out the roughest page. Put it on my face; mapped out my eyes, And then as i couldn't find my cutter, it took a pen and you know when u constantly rub a pen on paper the paper tears where its inked. And that's how i cut eye holes in the mask. Then i wanted to do a joker themed mask...like for inspo and so i thought id do the thing he has on his hand as my mouth; obvs couldn't replicate it but it was good. For nose, i made a ✝ yes- exactly that emoji. Made a small mark for character and when i put it on it looked DOPE. Posted it on my Instagram. Check it out!! I put it on in a triangle way and awesome! I felt so happy i clicked pics and posted them also there! Like 40 mins before class i wasn't wearing a good t shirt, my hair was frizzy but when i heard we have to switch on our cams- i obvs had to change, and tied my hair. And it felt so pretty! After days i felt so so pretty! The feeling of being pretty is just- Lovely! I loved today! VERY MUCH LOVED THE DAY! WHATT AND AMAZING DAY! GORGEUS! THANK YOU MULTIVERSE! THANK YOU!

Soham