Sohams personal Diary

Sohams everyday diary! May11

11 May 2021  Tuesday

809PM-845PM(writing time)

Dear future Soham,

Helllloooo future sohammm....here's what happened on 11th of may in the year 2 thousand and twenty-one....you got up to exercise and guess where u and your younger brother slept? OK IMMA STOP TALKING TO ME NOW. Divyam and I slept on the carpet its a long story...he was troubling me and I was troubling him. Then the fight moved to the living room where there are the sofas and I decided to sleep there and ofc he followed me and thereby sleeping on the sofa too. But I realized that it was so hot on the sofa and the carpet which is right beside it felt better I slept there. IT WAS FO SUCKING HOT. yes, I just interchanged s and f🗡😀 I actually had to put the fan to max ad chuck the blanket off. Got up ✅ exercised ✅ the exercise today was pretty easy! After that, I ate breakfast and sure enough, I got to business...to studying! I studied economics effortlessly. But after that things changed. After that, I had to play the guitar but instead, I took a bath. Dad said he wanted to bathe so I wet my hair and just put shampoo on it. My t-shirt was off so the shampoo wouldn't get it dirty...but practically it would clean it- I actually had shampoo in my head for maybe 15 mins. Then I bathed. I felt AWESOME. but I only felt awesome then...the more awesomeness is what your yet to hear. Yesterday I had talked to mom about if I could apply nail polish and good news...I convinced her!! She said that one hand and for 2 hours. Before I continue, it wasn't hard but it wasn't easy too...she feels "yucky" of it going on boys' hands. I talked her through it. And I didn't put it on yesterday bcoz I knew that...I just knew that she would say something about it So I decided to give it a rest. And today before taking bath I asked her again if I could put it on...and sure enough SHE SAID YES. After bath....I wore this SICK AS FUCK. A few months back we went to Ooty with a family friend...Chaudry's. Dad and uncle are pretty good friends for a long time. Mom and aunty become friends. And divyam and Nysa(their daughter) are besties.  So we went for this trip and I and divyam were going out somewhere after 9 months of imprisonment in our house coz of covid. No, we didn't have it. Just as a precaution we stopped going down. So therein Ooty we went shopping and I found this sick shirt for partying. It's still is SICK AS FUCK.  The t-shirt is fucking awesome. So the nails plus the super silky hair plus the sickness t-shirt = me looking hot, fine, sexy, cute, hot again, attractive, sexy. I took a couple of pictures and THEY WERE SO GOOD. I had to post them. I wanted to post a new kind of me since the "ex-best friends" thing happened. And I'm glad those pictures came out so good. I just had to post them on my Instagram. Now now...if u don't follow me...that's sad and bad. Go rn @sohamgupta912 I promise my ig isn't regretted. Those photos were booming. OOh, and btw I unarchived all the previous ones I had and put up a new pfp. I still haven't put up a bio yet but ill figure that out soon. I wanted to tag Nakshatra in my photos but we hadn't had a chat in 2 days and so I pinged her and we texted for a long time! It was soooo sooo fun talking to her! She's my emoji other. We both r really attracted to some emojis and the emoji keyboard in general. And ugh I love talking to her so so much!!! As you can see...a lot of time getting used up in this- oh wait my nail paint....I put this blue and pink duo. A gorg blue and a gorg pink. On my left hand.... the small, middle, and thumb had blue and ring, the index had pink however on my right hand was the opposite... the thumb, middle, small had pink and yes... the index, the ring had blue! I got soo many comments on them saying they were so pretty!!! I WAS SOOO HAPPY....I STILL AM SO HAPPY. I LOVE IT HERE. So I really got wasted for a few hours and I didn't really do anything then. Like nothing...I was just responding to comments and hoping new ones come hhhahhahahaha. I actually didn't do much from 9 30 am-3 30pm...what the fuck soham. NO I mean WHAT THE FUCK. please don't waste your holidays like this. They're very precious and u are not getting the best out of them...please please focus. PLEASE. Then I had vidya mandir. The class was not the best but it was ok. I have not practiced my guitar today. I haven't read it today. I haven't learned Spanish today. And this is a very much big waste of my limited resources. I have a vidya mandir test for 4 or 5 hours straight on the fifth of June for which I have to prepare. I better start studying hard. These distractions are wasting me. I can't let that happen. I cant. I discovered this focus mode on my phone too...and I hope that helps me being productive! Today's usage time of my phone was 4 hours. Out of which 3 were spent on Instagram alone. Disgraceful but let's see what we can do with that tomorrow. I hope to turn the tables around tomorrow! Love you soham, you're SO FUCKING SEXY. I can't get over how good I look, guys...I actually am self-obsessed. AND I LOVE IT! I LOVE FEELING HOT. I LOVE FEELING ATTRACTIVE! I LOVE FEELING HOT. I LOVE MYSELF.

PS: that isn't the sick-ass t-shirt I was talking bout in the picture I have posted with this, and my hair was in much better condition then. And the pink shade on both hands is different.

Soham