07 June 2021 Monday (writing day)
707PM-742PM (writing time)
THANK YOU, FOR PERMITING ME TO ARISE AT 5 AM
Dear future Soham,
I FINALLY, OH FUCKING FINALLY GOT UP AT 5, AFTER 5 FUCKING DAYS, I GOT UP AT THE FUCKING TIME I FUCKING WANTED TO. FUCK YEAH. FUCK YES. GOD BLESS MY FUCKED UP SOUL. FUCK. Last night I slept with divyam, not in my room but in "his room"..." my room" was originally designed for both of us to study simultaneously...but when mom teaches him...she gets really really heated and I can't concentrate in such an atmosphere. So he moved to the guest room where he has his own little setup...and I got to keep the room all to myself. So last night I slept with him in his room...and bout at 1 30 in the morning...Did I wake up? why? THE MF TOOK MY PILLOW AND MY FUCKING BLANKET. AND HE DIDN'T GTE HIS OWN, SO 2 FUCKING KID WERE SHARING A PILLOW AND A ONE-PERSON BLANKET. AND HE TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME, and so I used his back as a pillow to sleep and slept peacefully...and yep...got up at 5...the light in the living room was on but dad wasn't there so I think he was in the washroom...pretty much I was there on the sofa waiting for logan to fight Mayweather....I thought some YouTubers would stream it...and multiple was...and I found this one guy...and the MF wouldn't start the stream all he would say was "subscribe and I will start" and I heard his horse shit for 30 mins while street viewing new york for a memory concept...basically wasted an hour or so on it...then I went into my room and read for like 45 mins...and then I couldn't keep my eyes pen so I slept for half an hour...I was woken up by my great brother to ofc...exercise...when I woke up... I felt as though I had lived two days in one...it felt that the book reading was yesterday...and it felt surreal living 2 lives in one day..u really need to check it out...getting up at 4/5 is a blessing. The exercise was only strange based and so I really didn't sweat at all, but my muscles are really building up, so that's wholesome to know! I didn't eat breakfast until later...I just wasn't hungry man, and I tried to solve the Rubiks cube...I learned the first 2 layers about 3 years ago from my schoolmates, but I never really progressed onto the 3rd and I said to myself, " Let's do that shit this week. And there u have it...I had to play the video extremely slow so I could capture the guy's hand movements and I just learnt till the cross in the morning...I tried to progress further but I wasn't really able to do it and I switched on Netflix and started to watch a Hindi movie called "andhadhun" I watched it a couple of years ago with everybody but I wanted to rewatch it coz it was a fantastic movie...I didn't really enjoy it this time that I watched it...but it was good to watch It back...in the middle of it, I ate my breakfast and continued. It was at 10 o'clock that I started guitaring with the initial thought that I would do it for 2 hours straight but it came to a halt in 45 mins...I mainly did the guitar exercises on it, so "open, 1, 2, 3" and "1, 2, 3, 4" and little songs or tunes...I haven't learnt any guitar chord songs coz the sir hasn't taught them yet. After guitar, I went to make some food...I cut a big as fuck circle in the middle of thee bread using a bowl and put it onto the pan, then I put in the oil and finally the egg onto it, without breaking the yolk ofc, net it had to cook a bit and then I put on all the spices and the second time I was making it..I broke the red chilli powder jar, and the glass bottle that the spice was contained was also shattered along with the whole power falling onto the floor, I didn't clean it mom did it and so yeah. But coming back to the new variation of the sandwich..after it cooks a bit, I put on the earlier circle-shaped break we took out and put it onto the egg thereby completing it again and it's really not even bad. While I made that, I showed them my vidyamandir exams result and boy was I fucked....I fucking fucked up, out of 1200 folks I came 800, and dad was really disappointed, I really need to come first if I really want to get into Harvard and the good stuff, so again; really need to work super hard now, I really want to ace the next HRT. I'll tell u why I fucked up, it's bcoz of the lacking of studying, I hardly studied, hardly anticipated the hardness of the exam and I just didn't focus through it, let's make sure that the next exam goes properly. After and while eating I obviously just watched, soon it was lunchtime, divyam though a huge tantrum, he spilt a bit of curd on my keyboard (thank god it's safe) and didn't let me watch while eating and then I had to finally sit on the sofa and eat coz well- self-explanatory. Post lunch the whole thing I did was watch the movie and search up some balloons for the kid, I ordered bout 50 balloons, an automatic pumper (although h I told dad lets just rent it for one day for 1/3rd of the price but he just said he wanted to buy it), more ballons with a happy birthday banner and a personalised cushion with Divyam and dads picture on it! It's gonna be awesome. Dads gonna order something for him on his own and mom herself but yeah, I'm done with my shit, THE CUSHION. The movie ended later and then it was time for guitar class, now I haven't taken a bath in lIKE 5 DAYS AND Y HAIR WAS MESSED UP BUT I DIDNT DO SHIT TOFIX IT🙂😶🙂😶🙂😶🙂😶🙂, Guitar class was actually boring and you know what, I realise that whenever I'm listening to what sir is saying, I make this angry face which honestly is just my resting face, and I get so offended by myself that I made an awkward smiling face; don't get me started🤚😔...after class, fam time, we chatted and all the good stuff and we did some "clips" the hand flipping game where if u put on the palm of your hand on the count of three or your backside of the hand, both considered white and black respectively and the majority or in out case minority wins and gets to choose the questioner. After that, I just hopped on here. Dad was so concerned bout my marks that he just made it a point to teach me something related to my course every day from 8- 8 30 in the evening and so yep..gotta do some grinding. Pretty much that and I've been talking to Amogha a lot, and I'm very happy bout everything going on in my life! Lots of love,
PS: yayy, we did a thousand word day
PS PS: I am really nonplus bout how less time it took to write this
Soham
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