Sohams personal Diary

Soham's everyday diary! December 8 2021

Wednesday 08 December 2021

1926-1955  (writing time)

                                                                               I STUDIED

Dear Diary!

Hi, Good folks, today was the 8th of December 2021. Today I got up at 550 and started studying at 610ish. I studied for an hour and then I would have gone for playing Squash with my dad but his head was paining, so we both skipped. After that I sat for another hour worth of studying, or should I say laid on my bed for another hour of studying because I didn't sit on the chair, I read the TextBooks from my bed. I think the reason I wasn't able to study was because of this chair of mine because this chair requires dedication and focus when you sit on it, but the bed is open to everything. So I read them. Then I had school. I want to talk a little bit about school. I used to be the biggest lover of Online School, everyone used to say it's boring and u cant meet your friends and this and that, But I always found it nice, the fact I could sit in my room and study is always a nice option, and also Online is so good for the environment. I mean I understand the friends part, but again you can chat online and occasionally meet every 2-3 months right? But now I don't like an online school. Last year I cheated on all the online exams. Every single one. Top to bottom. With school friends on Instagram. This year I took a decision not to cheat because my dad always told me that 9th grade changed his life and it's a hard year. Therefore no cheating. But I am back on it. I google up or should I say BIng...because I now use Bing on Microsoft Edge. So that is bad. I thought I was the only one cheating but when the teacher's started telling me they knew who cheated, I realised that I wasn't the only one. Everyone was cheating. Not because they needed it, but because it was easy, Like I checked some answers I was sure of just so I could be sure into 100. Hence I feel offline needs to start. The discipline needs to be reinforced. I need to go to school. Continuing, I don't remember what I did after school. I think I made some questions on an economics chapter. Then I got into watching video's explaining the content of my Hindi Chapters. Those chapters would take days to read, So I just go to YT, search the title and there are 100 tutor's ready to preach their knowledge of this chapter to me. I put up an Ice/Cold pack on my eye's while listening and that was nice. I was able to focus-fully able to listen to the people. Then I don't remember what I did. I probably watched some youtube, maybe studied something else, then played the guitar for an hour. Then we ate some snacks on the terrace, then we came in and I was planning to do some editing for the Maldives vlog but then Wattpad hit me and I started writing. The PP video is on 11 views. Thank you so so much for watching everybody. It means more than imaginable. I studied about 5 hours, most i've done in a very long time. So super duper proud of that. I don't think you know, but tomorrow I turn 100....15 years old. Tomorrow's my birthday and as we are on this topic let me share my thoughts that I had a few days ago. I remember about a week and a half ago thinking that I don't want my birthday to come. I was just thinking that responsibilities increase, work increases, it's short term happiness, and then it gets over in like 19 hours at max.  But then 5-6 days ago I looked at it like this: The fact that this one day I am going to be so happy, the fact that everyone around me is trying to make me happy, that this one day is going to be a blast of thrilled. So I much rather enjoy it than feel spunky and dumb about it. Enjoy life man. Enjoy life WOMAN. ENJOY YOUR FUCCING ONE LIFE. Eating Rasmalai as I am typing this. Hope some words of Wisdom got across.

Yours and yours only

Soham