Sohams personal Diary

Soham's weekly diary!21July'22

21 July 2022, Thursday

708am-715am

Dear future Soham,

I had made a plan around 3-4 weeks from now on deciding that I would like to score full on all my tests. I made a row for how I will do it, a row for why I wanted it. Maths was bad. But yesterday I got my chemistry paper. I love chemistry. Not only is my teacher really good but I find chemistry the most logical one. But yesterday I fucked up. Yesterday I received my chem paper marks. I expected 10 from 13 in chem. It's not good, I fucked up the paper. But I got 5.5. I got 5.5 marks in chemistry. For the first time in my life, something like this has happened. I have never got such marks. More than anything I am devasted because the teacher expected a good score from me. My friend Nachiket and I are very active in the class. Nachiket also fucked up. She especially told us both that she had high expectations from us. That broke my heart, disappointing my teacher really sucked. I haven't told my parents about my marks yet. I am really ashamed of what I have got. My dad takes interest in my studies and sometimes even teaches me. He will be destroyed if I tell him my marks. 

This can't happen ever again. Ever again in my life. Do you understand me? Not ever again are you going to be getting this kind of marks. There are 47 days as I write this till my mid-term examinations. There, you, SOHAM GUPTA, will get a full score in chemistry. A full fucking score. You understand.

Yours truly,

Soham