Sohams personal Diary

Soham's weekly diary! 22June'22

22 June 2022, Wednesday

735pm-748pm 

Dear future Soham,

School is going lovely, went to Coorg on Sunday and Monday of this week, it was a great refresher. Studies are going great, have the VMC exam on the Sunday that we went to Coorg on and the results are in, I did much better than last time but there is more place to improve. Pre-mid-term portions have also been announced and so I made a detailed writing about the goal and why we want it, also made an everyday schedule and a total list. Now I need to make a timeline/deadline. I've also made the goal to restart reading productivity books as they are great for pushing you into a productive mind zone and also help in getting some productivity-related knowledge into your system. Things with the girl I like are good. We go for a walk every day, the biggest hurdle right now is what do we talk about. In the relationship, I am the talker and she is the listener and often I am out of topics to talk about. Then I prompt her to say something but she says she doesn't know what to say. As an extrovert, I say hi to every soul I know when I see them. So my natural want is to talk. Especially with her. I will not lie but I was talking to her during lunch break and we didn't have anything to talk about when I went back to class I was considering breaking up with her although we aren't even officially dating as I haven't asked her out yet. But then I went with her during hometime and I put all the talk I had from the day into the conversation. When I said my final bye for the day to her, I went onto my bus and thought that such a small thing should not be the cause of me getting apart from her. This is such a small problem, the reason it is there is becuase we don't know each other enough. I asked a friend of mine who has been helping me with my crush, and she said she and her boyfriend were talking about "her reflexes" during lunch break. Honestly, I like the girl, she is really pretty. Coming back, I have applied for the cultural committee in school, we have interview's on this coming Friday and I hope to get selected. I want to start a drama club in our school and a public speaking club because I feel a lot of my friends are afraid to get to know other children and I don't have that problem. Hence, what I would do if I was selected. Also trying to study properly, my objective is to get very good across all exams. These are the first exams of the year, they set the precedent for my upcoming exams. I do very good on this means I can do better on the next ones. Now, I will eat and go to sleep.

Till next week,

Love, peace and stay happy!

Yours truthfully,

Soham