Sohams personal Diary

Soham's everyday diary! 5 December 2021

Sunday, 05 December 2021

2118-2131 (writing time)

                                          I did this for 12 hours straight but wasn't happy at the end

Dear Diary,

Yep, realised last night that I forgot to write, 2 minute's before sleeping and I said, let's do this. But fell asleep. Today morning it hit me like a f-ing train that I forgot about it. Nevertheless, I got up at 6, to make coffee, I made it and came back to my bed for a quick 30 seconds of lying down; after which I fell asleep for an additional hour. I woke up at 7, then I sat to edit. Which is all I did, straight for 12 hours. Till this very second. My meeting just got over and the video is editing as I type and your subconscious reads this to you. 29% Done if your wondering. But yeah, no BS, That is what I did. I occasionally got up to stretch, snack. I didn't use my phone. I didn't study. I edited. So much. And I was loving it. For the first 10 out of the total 12 hours. Our deadline to give it was today at 8 pm. From 7 in the morning to 7 in the night I edited other stuff and started to compile the whole shit together. Constantly talking with my director throughout the day and for the last 2 hours, I sat with her online and did it. I was having fun before but then everything went downhill coz of the time, we are going to be submitting a bad video. A video that has so so much potential just mixed with and into the dirt. I am the only editor in a team. Other house's don't even have editor's...they have friends and family doing it. Here I am. A person who knows the art. But it's rushed and hence f-ed up. Feeling sad, angry, bad that this is the final product. Now that I think about it today, I think why I didn't make a vlog out of this...like how Mr Beast used to back then. Sitting for 12 hours and watching those videos...I could've made one but with me editing. Tomorrow only studying, have exams and I don't know a pennyworth of knowledge. 

Yours and yours only

Soham