Sohams personal Diary

Soham's everyday diary! December 6 2021

Monday 06 December 2021

2213-2225.        (Writing time)

                 Today I slept, tomorrow I study
Dear Diary,

Good folks of my town, remember I told u last night that the drama thing was over? It wasn't...the render crashed, So I started it again. The project which came out had slight problems so I had to edit them and re-render. I told my director that the drama school folsk must have fallen asleep...let's do this till 2 am, she ignored me. I told her that my dad was very happy to know that I was the only editor in the house, that I had a lot of work and that is good. That he thought it was going great and I couldn't disappoint him with a bad video. But she just said we didn't have time. I still did 3-4 more edits than she asked off me and then I rendered it. I think I then slept at 1230 am. Today I got up at 829, a montie before my classes start. I attended those properly after like 3 months I guess. And then when then got over at 12:15, I should've studied but I went on my phone. I stayed with my phone just swiping up to go down and then I got tired...so I slept. I slept hard. From 330-8pm. The whole just sleeping. I only got up coz my dad told me that this could ruin my sleep schedule and heath. He told me to take a round of our terrace and then I sat there for 10mins thinking how I need to study. Next was dinner I asked mom if we could watch TV for 30 mins...I put on Spider Man: far from home. Dad joined the 3 of us and 30mins turned into 1 and a half. We stopped it in the middle coz we have to sleep. I still feel sleepy so I am going to do that. I have to study to get good marks. I need to insure that my dad see's me study and isn't disappointed in me because of my marks. I will study. Unfortunately it is hard,.it is hard to get into the mindset, the mood and the sheer will to do it. Back when I used to read productivity books, one good point that an author had made was that- Do it, even if it's judt for 5 minutes. So that u can't start. Inspiring? Yes, guiding? Yes. I shall follow this from tomorrow, try to get up @430am ans study and not stop and conquer the world. I can do this. I can do everything. I can do anything.

Yours and yours lovingly
Soham