Sohams personal Diary

Sohams everyday diary! May22

22 May 2021  Saturday

726PM-813PM(writing time)

Dear future Soham,

Howdy ladies and genitals🙃...to be honest, I actually copied this off a youtube called "Simon squared" and this is how she does her intros so credz to her. Also, this was the girl who told me bout the "flame meditation" which btw is super duper heavenly!! last night on the terrace I was listening to Olivia's new album...I had started listening to it yesterday in the day but haven't heard the whole thing yet. She has good songs and she also needs to make good songs to continue on the paths she is on right now...but I really didn't want her to go down the heartbreak songs lane...Taylor has already done that and I wanted to see the mad side f her but "happier" and "favourite crime" are genuinely two very incredible songs. I mean- they're so beautiful.Also, Niall and Anne had released their song yesterday titled "our song" gEt iT? it was a rhetorical question btw (u reading this🤡🤡🤡) That was so fun...my headphones super loud in the cold of the night when everybody is sleeping; I felt like Elsa or her sis (the frozen princess) singing the frozen theme song....that was my energy but I was obvs only mouthing otherwise...Later I got up at 10 AM🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡...THAT WAS BADD...I tried to wake up at 7 30 but I slept in other places of the house for the next 3 hours....now what happened was that I obvs had to get into studying and so I did maths for 50 mins straight... I really really loved it. For the next 40 mins, I didn't know what to do...so I just wasted time and watched youtube...by the end of it...time had been wasted and when It was time to go for the next thing...Spanish. All these guys were sitting outside and chatting so I joined my 3 fam members for a chat and some fun time. We ultimately finished the movie we had started the day before yesterday...I wasn't even in the mood to study Spanish and so watching the movie was my way of procrastinating. The movie had lots and lots of twists and turns and it was fucking brilliant. Im really confused about what I did after that...for a fact I know that we finished watching the film at 1 30...after that I really dunno what I did...I am so so confused but sometime after that- wait I think I did maths...no wait I think I did it only once in the morning...ugh jeez I'm so badly confused, JESUS CHRIST. Anyways after the movie also we were chatting and eating lunch. Oh yes...at 3 PM I ad this demo guitar class for a reason I mentioned yesterday...a demo class u would expect to be at least 45 mins but these geniuses had me on a g meet for 6 and a half minutes and that was the demo class...it really think that this deserves a lot of clowns. That was that but I still can't understand what I did for the next 2 hours before which I decided to read the book I was reading...made some black coffee..weather was rainy and when I sat on the terrace...it was pouring I was shitting *sitting 😭🤡 on the bench where there is shade but the rain was pouring at an angle that the drops were occasionally pouring down on me. I read for 45 mins straight... these self-development and self-improvement books...I've recently gotten into them and that's good at an early age instead of reading them at 40 and regretting your whole life...peaceful for me. Something I wanted to talk bout regarding this as the sad reality behind it. I am reading them to get better so I can get into a good university in the next few years of my life but what I feel; I'm guilty of it is the fact that I think that anyone who gets into them is a genius....when the reality is that they just have also used these methods and gotten it. These methods are good but implementing takes effort and that's just reworking with the whole "do u want to be fit" scenario where if u want results u need to exercise and it won't just appear in a day...constancy is important and the same is with studying. I really want to implement these and so yeps imma invest my time into this important stuff. I forgot to mention that before the demo guitar class I took a good bath and it felt nice man...real nice. And also before reading I was doing the flame meditation and women that was so so peacing™ LMAO. (lmao to trademarking the "peacing" and not the fire (literally)meditation...I put on some meditation noise while doing the flame meditation and once I was done I felt I had gone somewhere else and this reality was surreal...my room felt super weird...And yep..the book reading was gorg. The plan was to play the guitar after that but these folks of my family were playing monopoly but they didn't know how to so I changed my pans and I also got into playing with them. It was fun I think...we played 45 mins straight or so. We also ordered some snacks since I was getting snacky and hungry...the garlic bread and the garlic bread stix were gorg, furthermore, the roll was just super fire...pizza hut be doing some really good stuff lately. After that, I just started to write its bout 8 07 right now and I really want to tuck in early so this should the end of today's day! I am so grateful for everything and everyone I have...I'm super grateful for my family, my phone, my laptop, my Spotify premium, the flip app, this scented candle that I bought and use for my meditation! I am grateful for my meditation and I'm grateful for the weekend!

Soham