Sohams personal Diary

Soham Gupta! 01 NOV 2023

Date: 01/Nov/2023

Time: 1948

Dear future Soham,

Hi! Its been a year I believe. Welp, it is what it is. Quick quick life update:

Classes:

Tution, SAT, BSSD

Best friend: Pranay Kukreja

Girlfriend: Dhwani Kohli

School teachers: Bhavita ma'am, Manisha ma'am, Shaunkolita Ma'am, Nafisa Ma'am, Balaji Sir

Tution teachers: Ashish Sir, Suju Sir, Amit Sir

Favourite human on planet: Divyam Gupta

How is class 11 going? Grinding.

How is the  vision? Larger than life.

Are we being misunderstood? Absolutely.

Are we not sleeping? Yes.

Does it feel great? Absolutely.

Are we working towards achieveing something? Yes.

Do we have the faith? One Hundred Percent we do.

Are we working towards turning that vision into a reality? Yes sir we are.

HI!

Quick update about the day:

Woke up to study from roughly 7-11am. Studied Thermodynaics, tried to answer questions of the NCERT Back excercise and while going to BSSD, on the bus I did some exemplar questions as well. Then I dressed up ready to go to BSSD for an extra rehearsal. Our play this time is The Merchant of Venice, I am director. Its awesome. Then after a phenomenal rehearsal I waited as everyone went home, waited for my most gorgeus and smartest girlfriend on the planet to pick me up. Plan was simple: Chaat at Shubh, Tight hug, Homebound. Plan turned into: Chaat at Shubh, Sitting at park, Tight hug(s), a kiss, Homebound. She...went...for...it. My mouth, just. Just flew open. It could not close. That to she kissed me just before getting into her auto. She went for it, I was like huh, she said I was going to go for it, I was like no no go again. And she just went for it, I went for it. OH GOD, My head is moving up and down as I type this. Just, Just surreal. There is actually no other way to say it. I feel like im floating, as I type this, I feel like I'm in the sky just floating into reality. To say mesmerised wouldn't be right. The stories I have about this girl could make the Sahara wet again, but I won't talk about them. Its time to turn this relationship into my strentgh. It musn't distract me away from my studies. Which are the most essential and important ingredient of my life at this moment, rather it should help me get there in itself. Dhwani, is the most gorgeus woman I know. Its surreal how I pulled her. Mainly because she said no to me first and hten 2 months later she was the one to ask me out. We're here now, its just amazing to say the very very least. I say, if I can put grit, sweat and tears into this relationship, what stops me from doing the same with my studies, is it not possible for me to get a relaitonship with my studies. A beautiful relationship? I believe it is. My self confidence has been boosted not by notches, by the distance between planets if not stars. I'm bound to reach the core of the milky way the way I'm going right now. And nothing can stop me. I am going to achieve the same. My post mid terms are approaching one month from now, it would be my utmost honour to be able to prove what I am, and what I am made off to the world. Because that 95% is mine to take, and will not stop without it. Its mine to achieve, mine to take, the prize is mine. And I will do anything and everything in  my hands to make sure that the prize is achieved. I will put in the blood, sweat, tears and nights and days and hours and minutes studying if that is what it will take because I believe that once I've set my eyes on the prize, its just mine to take. I'm stepping up there, on that ladder as I take a step a day, I'm reaching closer to that goal of mine. Don't you worry Soham, You have the blessings of the entire planet and the gods above as well to have you reach there. You will go there. You deserve to be there. Have faith, Have hope, Have purity, Have belief, let the gods take you down the path you so badly want to be on. Let the gods get you to where you truly believe you are meant to be. Get going son, get going. Its yours now. Don't wait for anybody, don't listen to anybody, people are trying to pull you down. You just got to keep your head focused and keep focusing baby, YOU CAN DO IT. I HAVE COMPLETE FAITH IN YOU.

YOURS VERY TRULY

SOHAM GUPTA

HAPPIEST, MOST HARDWORKING AND SMARTEST MAN TO WALK THIS GREAT GREEN AND BLUE GIANT.