Bottoms Up, Forget Tonight (Revelry Series #2)

Hakbang 17

After that intense moment with him, I got sleepy and too tired to even stand. Nakaidlip ako pagkatapos maligo at magpalit ng damit. Zathrian, on the other hand, took a shower after me and went to his own bed to take a nap as well. I avoided any eye contact with him because I'm still shy and shocked with what happened between us, and with what he just said.

Yes, I'm jealous, Cahira...

Noong sinabi niya 'yan, hindi ko pa agad naproseso dahil iniitindi ko pa ang pinaramdam niya sa 'kin. He just finger fucked me, alright! I'm still recovering from my release when he said that!

When he laid down beside me and hugged me from behind, that's when I realized what he just said! He is jealous! I can't believe it! Zathrian Blaz Orozco is capable of being jealous?!

Inaasar ko lang naman siya pero nang inamin niya na, wala naman akong masabi. Parang umurong ang dila at kakapalan ng mukha ko. All I know is I can feel my heart banging so loud! Hindi pa nakatulong na tahimik lang kami habang nakahiga at nakayakap siya sa 'kin, kaya rinig na rinig ko ang tibok ng puso ko! At natatakot akong marinig niya 'yon!

Pakiramdam ko kapag nalaman niyang ganito ang epekto niya sa akin, tapos na 'tong mayroon kami. He doesn't want any commitment so we ended up as flings! He was very clear since the beginning. And I still don't wanna stop what we have.

I may be stupid for still settling with this but can you blame me... if I like him this much? Yes, I like him this much! Hindi na lang 'to simpleng attraction o crush!

And while we're still at it, maybe he'll change his mind. Maybe he'll want more than this. Maybe I'll get tired. There's so many maybes and I'll see what "maybe" we'll end up.

"Bakit hindi kayo lumabas? I went to your room and Zathrian told me you can't make it to dinner!" si Kiara na tinawagan ako para sermunan.

Since we weren't able to go outside for dinner, we just have it delivered in our room. Nasa maliit na lamesa kami ni Zathrian at kumakain noong tumawag si Kiara.

"I slept, okay? Kaya hindi kami nakalabas. Medyo napagod ako," paliwanag ko.

"Napagod?! Saan? Buong araw lang tayong umupo sa sea shore! 'Wag mo akong pinagloloko, Cahira Hennessy, ah? Anong pagod 'yan?!"

"Pagod sa pag-upo?" natatawa kong palusot.

"Tigil tigilan mo ako! Alam ko ang pagod na 'yan! Napagod din ako kasi nagsex kami ni Ivor kanina pagbalik sa kwarto! Oh, ano? Ganoong pagod ba?" bulgaran niyang sabi.

Nasapo ko ang noo at tumayo muna para kausapin si Kiara. I just signalled something to Zathrian and he nodded at me. Pumasok ako sa may balcony at sinara 'yon. The night life at the beach amazed me.

"Are you crazy?" tawa ko. "Hindi ganoon! You are so dirty minded!" I defended myself.

"Sus! Then why are you tired? Nakatopless pa 'yong si Zathrian noong pinagbuksan ako, ah? Buti na lang mahal na mahal ko boyfriend ko, 'di ako tumingin sa abs niyang nakabalandra!"

"He's so hot, right?" pangchichika ko.

"Don't change the topic! Bakasyon 'to, bakit nagdidiligan kayo riyan?"

"Bakit? Kayo rin naman ni Ivor nagdiligan, ah?"

I heard her gasp. "So nagdiligan nga kayo?!" gulat na gulat siya.

I heard Ivor's laugh on the background. Grabe naman makagisa 'tong si Kiara!

"Hindi nga! Napagod lang talaga ako!" deny ko.

Totoo naman. Hindi ako nadiligan!

"Alright. Nakakain na kayo ng dinner?" aniya.

I rolled my eyes and sighed. She's really like an older sister to me sometimes. I appreciate her, though.