too scared to be afraid

chapter twenty-one: almost over

"Twice have I been led to believe this world wants me. Both times, it's been proven I'm nothing more than a grain of sand in this grand world."

021: almost over

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"I--"

Jungkook couldn't hold back from kissing him. He hovered over Hoseok and kissed him gently at first before getting rougher.

Hoseok was really a sub. He melted into the kiss and let Jungkook take over to do as he wanted. Jungkook's left hand snaked up into Hoseok's sweatshirt and rubbed the side of his chest, sliding up to his nipples. He tugged at one and Hoseok moaned into the kiss. His other hand held onto Hoseok's waist with a death grip, grounding them both.

Jungkook pulled away, giving Hoseok a chance to regain his breath.

"Can I--kiss you here?" He asked, head in Hoseok's neck. His right hand was on Hoseok's jaw, turning it away to face the wall so he could have more access to Hoseok's neck. Hoseok's head was too foggy to deny him anything. He hadn't ever felt so hot and tingly. It was an entirely new sensation in itself.

Jungkook nipped at his neck, causing him to shiver. His hands reached for something to hold onto, but Jungkook's left hand swiftly pushed both of his hands above his head, holding them there. He sucked on Hoseok's pale neck, absorbed in how warm and soft Hoseok's skin is. Hoseok whined, squirming under Jungkook's hold. He didn't know if this was right. They were best friends. But all common sense left him as his neck burned, leaving him breathless.

There was knocking at the door and Jungkook pulled away, cursing softly.

He let go of Hoseok and kissed Hoseok's forehead once more before getting up to unlock the door. If he didn't, he knew Seokjin was holding onto the key. They had used the key only because Taehyung and Hoseok didn't answer them when they called and they were worried. Jungkook smirked when he saw concerned eyes on him. It was only Yoongi and Seokjin though so they must've told the others to wait in the living room downstairs.

Jungkook walked back to Hoseok after opening the door, he didn't want to leave him in such a state. It wasn't right to leave him so vulerable.

"What did you--? Hoseok-ah, are you okay? Did you give him consent to do this to you?" Yoongi asked, hand reaching to touch the dark spot on Hoseok's neck.

"I-I-uh, think? It's 'kay," he slurred, sitting up. He shook his head to snap him out of whatever trance he was in. "C-can I take the blindfold off now?"

"Yeah," Yoongi said, pulling it off for him. "We should end the game here. I didn't think this would be happening to you, sorry. Namjoon already went home because his dad called. Let's go meet the others when you're calm and we can say our good-byes."

"Yeah, I agree. Do you wanna stay here tonight, Hoseok-ah? You can stay the night if you want."

"No, I'm alright. I wanna go home an' change. Thank you for letting us hangout at your house, Jin hyung."

"Of course. You're welcome here anytime."

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