My secret- Newtmas

12

What..?

My eyes widened in utter shock

...what had just happened? Why did she yell my name? How does she know me? Who is her? Is she really the last one ever? Why is she a girl?

I felt my vision tremble with all the questions that were clouding my mind.

I was done with having so many questions. All I wanted were answers. was I asking too much?

"Thomas, you need to leave" A cold voice referred to me and I was met with a strict emotionless expression by none other than Newt. My eyes locked with his and I found myself unable to move or talk. I could feel that there was nothing but complete sadness radiating from my gaze but I couldn't help it. The feelings I felt at the moment were just too many. I felt like drowning in my own internal world...

"Thomas! GET OUT!" I heard Alby scream...

My vision was fading and my head was throbbing. Is this what being sick feels like? ...I don't remember getting sick...

Had I ever gotten sick in my 'previous life'...?

I guess it's only natural that I had...

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...who was I?

"Thomas!" I heard another yell-this time from Minho-

...where was I?

"Thomas, for fucks sake, if you don't get out of this room in-" I could hear Newt's faint voice sounding muffled in my ears. I didn't manage to listen to the rest of his words as a pained-cry slipped out of my mouth. Fuck! I swear, I felt like my skull was being cut in half

I pressed my hand tightly to my forehead and took some steps back, feeling completely dizzy

My back hit the ground. I was aware that I had somehow felt down on the ground but my brain couldn't register the pain-the reason being that it was nothing compared to the pain I already felt in my head-

God, what was happening?!

What if...I die?! I started to panic. My whole body started shaking when-I'm not sure what or how-but I heard voice

Thomas...Don't be afraid. It's going to be alright

I was confused as to no end. Who was talking to me..? I was pretty sure it was in my head but I didn't think it was a mere creation of my imagination... and where have I heard this voice again? Weirdly enough, the strange voice, managed to calm a part of me thought...

Relax, Thomas...

I heard it again. My trembling had stopped and I slowly started to regain sense in reality again... If it's a person who's talking to me, why not try and answer him? I thought to my self and tried to force a thought as a reply. I didn't know what exactly I had to do, so I just tried to focus on that one sentence I wanted to say;

...Who are you?

A few seconds passed and I was starting to lose hope

I don't remember. But I think I'm called Theressa...

Wow. I was socked that the voice had answered me.

...How do you know my name?

I don't know... I just... know it

I blinked a few times. I was finally aware of my surroundings again... I looked around. Minho wasn't here. There was only Alby-with some other nurses that had crowded around the once.again.unconcious girl-and Newt-who was apparently ordered to look out for me as he was sitting on a chair next to the bed I was lying-

When I turned my head towards him and saw that he was already looking at me, heat made it's way to my cheeks

"you okay...?" He asked with a raised eyebrow "you seem... red" he said with a straight face and I could feel myself blushing deeper. I shifted my gaze away and pretended I was looking at the unconscious girl

"Yeah, whatever, I'm out" He said, not looking once back, as he made his way out of the tent. I sighed deeply and watched closely as his figure slowly disappeared... My eyes felt to the ground and I sighed

...You like him don't you?

That voice again. My head snapped upwards and I noticed that the girl-who was still unconscious seconds ago-was staring back at me while grinning

...So she is Theressa...

This chapter is dedicated to 'marvinpeter95' because... Thankss <3 :'D