She is back. | Mafia Series #3

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Chapter one: Plane

Pagkatapak na pagkatapak ko sa eroplano, I felt really scared. And the fact that he is not here beside me while holding my hand. 

I saw his post, I tried my best not to make a scene on the plane. But the pool of tears started to flow, I'm crying silently because this pain is still bearable. 

I also made a post replying to him. 

Vnna17vesper

Thank You. I've been listening to your thoughts from the very start of our story. Thank You for yesterday, Thank You for two weeks of being together. Every day and night I want to thank you for loving me. From our last date, until our next eclipse my moon :) Be happy without me, go shine baby:)) 

Go shine baby, you have to go on with everything in your life and just simply forget about me. 

I posted a story in my instagram, I just took a picture of the clouds in the window. 


Bahagyang sumakit ang ulo ko, naalala ko ang mga masasakit na memoryang dapat ko nang iwan. 

"We will be looking in the same skies baby," I said while looking above putting my hands up as if I'm reaching the clouds. 

"And everytime we look up, we'll both remember each other." He kissed my forehead before handing me a box. 

I reached for the box, before turning my gaze to his. 

"Ano 'to?" Inalog ko ang kahon at may narinig akong mga gamit na umuga doon. 

Nginitian niya ako bago guluhin ang buhok ko, "open it. For you to find out." 

Tinanggal ko ang ribbon na nagsisilbing tali para sa box bago iangat ang takip. 

I saw an album, a perfume bottle, and his glasses. 

"Bakit mo binigay yung salamin mo?" 

"It's an anti-radiation glasses. Kapag umalis ka na, hindi na kita masasabihan na bawasan ang pag-gamit ng cellphone kaya ayan, it's yours." 

Hindi ko na namalayan na tumutulo na ang mga luha ko, I sighed before wiping the tears. Bawal ako gumawa ng eksena sa eroplano, Ravenna know how to control your emotions please. 

"Take care of yourself when we park our ways. Always bring a hankerchief, because I won't be by yourside to wipe your tears anymore."

Wala din, every move I make. I always tend to remember him.

Why do you have to make this hard? Stupid destiny, I've met the right person at the wrong timing. 

Kahit first class ang pinili kong pwesto I'm sure that they can hear every sob that I will be making if I won't stop tearing up. 

I held my head out of frustration. 

"Putangina..." I whispered to myself while the tears started to flow. 

"Don't cuss, it's bad." 

Tumawa ako sa sinabi niya, "coming from you baby? You're kidding right?" 

"Babawasan ko na din ang pagmumura, basta ikaw din." He put his pinky in front of me. I smiled, ano yan? Pinky promise. Parang bata lang. 

Umiling ako bago tanggapin ang pinky promise niya. 

"Stop crying Ravenna." Sabi ko sa sarili ko. 

Uubusin ko na ang perang ibinigay saakin ni daddy sa bansang ito. 

Japan will always be my go to place. They have the most best bars and the people here are cool.

Also this is the place where I want to train again. 

Hindi naman sa gusto kong gantihan ang ang ex-group ko. Pero some part of me really wants to do it, hinding hindi ko pababayaan ang mana ko sa kanilang kamay. 

Life is so unfair, siguro ayaw din ni daddy na nandoon ako sa kompanya. He is the owner, and he should've did something to what Kaede had said. 

Kaya niya namang itigil o hindi sangayunan ang desisyon nila ni Hailey. 

But let's put myself into his position. 

If I were him I would've did the same thing to myself, kailangan kong matuto sa pagkakamaling ginawa ko at pagsisihan yun. I was already given a chance when I left the country for Japan and be with Enzo. My ex. 

Agad din naman akong bumalik kasi alam kong hindi ko mapupulot sarili ko doon, at alam kong hindi ko talaga minahal si Enzo. 

Pagkalapag ng eroplano ko, I got to my condominum. Mataas ang halaga ng pera na ibinigay saakin ni daddy kaya kaya kong bumili ng condo. But that is all that I have. 

I turned on the lights of the room and it's cold. Hindi na ata kailangan buksan ang aircon. 

Not to mention kailangan ko magipon, or save electricity and water. Kasi kasama yon sa babayaran ko monthly. 

Speaking of month, tatagal kaya ako dito? 

Umupo ako sa sahig, it's so quiet. But I don't want to make a noice because it will echo. Walang kahit na anong gamit sa condo, except for a bed and a fridge. 

Tumayo ako at pumunta sa kwarto ko. 

Maganda ang view, I can see the people crossing the street. I can see the busy lights in Tokyo. 

I decided to pick Tokyo city because I heard that this is where he is staying. 

Isa isa kong pinasok ang mga maleta ko at bag ko. I was not lying when I tell you that I brought every single clothes and things that I have from home. 

This city is the place where there is a dozen of murders, and multiply those murderers. This place could teach me more, and expand my capabilities.

"I should get a pet." It feels so lonely here. 

Habang inaayos ko ang gamit ko, something slipped from the pocket of my blazer. 

A letter?

"Ahh!" Napahawak ako sa ulo ko nang maramdaman kong umiikot nanaman ang paningin ko, parang gusto ko nalang maiyak. It's like a migraine or even worse. 

"Ravenna... Letter.." 


Naalala ko ang mga sinabi saakin ni mommy, bago siya tuluyang makatulog. 

I opened the letter and read it. 

My dearest heiress, 

I know that my life is already counted when I returned. But Ravenna hear me out, I want you to be happy always, never cry about anything stupid. You're already old enough to know what is wrong and right. And I need to confess something to you. You have a little brother, and he is in Japan. I don't know which city, but I hope you can find him. And also, I know that you are no longer in the company, while writing this I had a sense or instinct that something happened after the launching causing you to leave everyone else. Including your boyfriend, I hope you will never keep your guard down. And never let anyone touch you or harm you. I love you, Ravenna. I will be always watching you from above. 

I closed my eyes and thinked deep. 

"Great, another thing that I should worry about." 

I'm on it mom, I'll find you little bro.