Sugar 『Buckyxfem!reader』

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-Y/Ns pov-

"Hey, Love."
Buckys hands run up and down over my upper arms, his voice pulling me back into reality.
"It's okay, you're not there anymore. We're here, we're safe."

My eyes trail from the memory to Jay.
"Safe...?"
I mumble.

"Safe, Y/N."
He assures, carefully drawing me closer.

Blinking my vision starts to adjust to the room again and I let out a breath I didn't notice I was holding back.

"Thank you, Y/N."
Steve gently strokes my leg.
"I'll tell the others. Maybe we can track that version of Loki down. And if we get the Tesseract he was using-"
He stops and smiles instead.
"It's gonna be alright, Y/N. I promise."

The rest of the day we order some food, eat together and talk about everything else, literally about everything that has nothing to do with our jobs. Throughout the next weeks, Steve sends us new information over a secure system from Tony, keeping us up to date about their search. Jay and I keep on training, sometimes we allow ourselves a cheat day; having sex instead of training. It feels like something between us changed, the sex got more intimate and definitely more exhausting. But I'm happy and James seems to be glowing too.
Then, finally, the message we waited desperately for comes in.

"Suit up."

James slips into his suit and I follow his lead, Tony placed a new suit for me in the quinjet he pickes us up with. With my boyfriends eyes on me, I enjoy the new suit slipping on pretty easily. Admiring myself in the reflection, I grin.

"You look rather ravishing, soldier."
I can hear his voice echoing in my head, frightening the hell out of me.

Luckily it's the last time I hear from him until we land. Then the scarred Loki appears in front of me, making everything go black again.

-James' pov-

"Fuck, not again."
I mutter to myself as Y/N turns around, Loki behind her. Quickly I get up, trying to meet her gaze.
"Come on Sugar, don't do that to me."

She grimaces like she's about to throw up.
"Why does she even like you? You're so annoying, Barnes. And what the hell happened to my body?"
Y/N furrows her brows.

I frown at her last question.
"We did nothing to Y/Ns body. Loki, let her go."

The man behind Y/N shakes his head, he looks quite amused.
"Letting her go isn't an option, Winter Soldier. You are the Winter Soldier, right?"
He snaps and Zola steps out of his shadow.

Clenching my jaw I try to ignore the memories coming back. I can't slip, not here, not now. Not if it's Y/N who I have to fight. A mix of fear and despair spreads through my body, paralysing me. The last thing I want to do is fight, or worse, hurt her. Unfortunately the brain washed Y/N seems to think different; I know that determined look in her eyes too well, she always looks at people like that when she really wants something. While I try to think about a way to incapacitate her without harming her, Y/N throws a knife at me. Luckily my metal arm reacts faster than my head and catches the knife mid-air. It's like I can hear my Y/N in my head, she'd tell me that it was hot, I throw the knife out of her range and try to shake the thoughts away. Unlike the way my girlfriend would react, the Y/N in front of Loki clenches her jaw, anger building up inside of her. Her eyes dart through the air as if someone's talking to her inside of her head again, that's when an idea strikes me.

Seeing her running towards me, I dodge to the left and turn us around, seperating her from Loki. Tony and Steve see that as their cue and start to attack the black haired, I know I can be sure that they'll have my back so I can fully concentrate on Y/N.

"Wake up, Love."
I plead quite deliberately and just for a moment I can spot her hesitate.

Rapidly I use the moment of hesitation, grab a rope and quickly wrap it around her. But as soon as her back is facing me, she lets her body fall forward, catches herself with her hands, kicks to the rear and turns back around, jumping back to her feet to attack me with a load of small punches. Especially spots like my throat or my eyes I try to protect, I'm able to dodge or block most of her punches but she's fast and gets me often enough. Curse our damn training sessions. She manages to hit me right underneath my ribs and punches the air out of my body. I sink down on one knee and try to catch my breath along with ignoring the pain. Taking long and deep breaths I try to fight the urge to breathe frantically. A grin spreads on Y/Ns face; she knows that I'm holding back. 

With his shield, Steve takes her off her feet and catches it when it comes flying back.
"You okay there, Buck?!"
He screams over the sounds of fighting.

I just nod and get back on my feet, ready to get my girlfriend back. God, she will be so sorry about this, I can already see her apologizing in front of my inner eye.

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Fight scene by: IamRsDyRe
(I translated it and added a few details.)