𝐑𝐞𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 (𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝)

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A/N- I'm just basing chapters off of songs at the moment, but I enjoy it haha. Anyway this chapter is, of course, based on rewrite the stars by Zendaya and Zac Efron, I hope you enjoy it <333 also don't forget to vote 😙


Your POV
"Tom we can't be together anymore. Our relationship doesn't work and at this point it's as if it isn't working for anyone!" I tell him in a bit of an angry tone.

I didn't want to break up with him because as I did, I could feel my heart break into a million small pieces.

As I stood in front of Tom, looking at his facial expressions change from happy to completely devastated, I felt something in my heart that I had never felt before.

It was a kind of pain in my chest that I couldn't quite understand.

It sort of felt as if I was being punched or maybe the pain hurt as much as being stabbed, but of course, I wouldn't know that pain.

"Y/N, it doesn't matter what people think. We can make this work." Tom's voice was shaking. It sounded as if he was trying to hold back a river of tears, but was struggling deeply.

I reached for his hand and held it in mine.

You know I want you, it's not a secret i try to hide...

"Tom I'm so in love with you and you know that. I love you more everyday, but when our relationship doesn't work out anymore, there isn't any point in trying forever. If I could stay with you for eternity I would hold you close, tightly wrapping my arms around you so you would be safe. I love you with all my heart, but we can't be together." I say to him.

Those words were the hardest words that ever had to leave my mouth. It pained me to say them and even more to look at Tom's face as I said them.

"Please y/n, I can't be with anyone else other than you. I just can't. You're it for me and I can't explain to you how much I love you just please..." Tom whispered his words, making them hit my hard with a stronger force. Making the pain hurt even more.

"Please, just stay with me." He whispered.

I squeezed his hand a little more. I wasn't sure what that would do to comfort him, but I felt the need to hold his hand a little tighter.

"Everything keeps us apart and I'm not the one you were meant to find." I say, looking into his eyes. "Tom, our lives are so different. You are famous and I'm literally a nobody." I say to him.

He interrupted me with, "you could never be a nobody."

"Fine. If you really want to end things I understand, but just remember that wherever you are and whatever you are doing, you will always have a place in my heart and no matter how many years pass, I will never stop thinking about you."

Tom had the ability to express his thoughts so beautifully, unlike me anyway.

"The stars will go out before I ever stop loving you y/n." He whispered and then leaned in towards me to place a last kiss on my cheek and then on my forehead and then finally a gentle stroke on my lips.

"I will never stop loving you. I swear." Tom glanced at me one last time and then turned around to walk away from me.

I watched as he strode off, looking at his hair one last time. Remembering the feeling of his lips stroking against mine; the touch of his skin; the shine of his eyes.

You know I want you.
It's not a secret I try to hide.
But I can't have you.
We're bound to break and my hands,
Are tied.

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