The Pretty List ~ A Lams AU

✨22 ~ EVERYONE?✨

BIRTHDAY UPDATE YAYAYAY

ha, guess i left you on a bit of a cliffhanger. anygay, take the most cliche chapter i've ever written

tw: rape kinda... there's definitely no consent there (dw it's a flashback)

I blink at the morning light as I wake up. God, my head hurts. I hate headaches, so much. I can never seem to get rid of them.

Maybe I'm just always dehydrated.

Sighing, I go to sit up, rub my eyes and probably go get some coffee (screw water), but I find myself pulled back down by John's hand on my bare chest.

Wait a, wait a fucking second here. Back up a bit.

Why is his-

Oh.

Oh no.

Oh my god, did we...?

I think slowly. Yup, I have absolutely zero clothes on. And neither does he. Then the hazy memories come flooding back to me and I do a double take.

We did?! What?! We... why?

I lie back down again, contemplating life at this point.

So, that happened. We fucked, I thought we were just meant to pretend. Oh god.

I'm not really sure if I regret it or anything, but how awkward is it going to make this. I still have to live with John, and talk to him everyday. And now with the crippling knowledge that..... this happened.

Does this mean he likes me? The same way as I like him? Or was it just a simple hookup? Gods sake, I'm overthinking again.

Shit.

I flop back down, defeated. Whatever happens next, pray for me.

I curse under my breath and John stirs and rubs his eyes sleepily, removing the hand that was wrapped around me, to my either relief or disappointment, I didn't quite know.

"Mmm good morning," He whispers, grinning at me.

"Morning," I whisper back at him. I gulp slightly. "So..."

"So..."

There's a few moments of an awkward silence, before we both burst into giggles.

"Look, we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." He says and I sigh in relief. Yeah I really don't want to talk about it.

I smile at him and rub my eyes, sitting up, and blushing slightly because somehow I forgot I was naked. Oh my god, I've seen John naked.

Lets not, think of that right now, yeah....

"Well," I sigh, standing up and grabbing my boxers off the floor, to go downstairs and grab some coffee, finally "At least I can confirm what everyone says; your dick is small."

"Everyone?!" John shouts while I smirk and walk out the door, "No Alex wait, everyone?!"

John's POV

I smile to myself and flop back onto the bed. God, why had I done that?

Why did I end up sleeping with him?

I feel like I just fucked up whatever relationship we had already established. Shit, I did it again.

Just couldn't keep it in my pants.

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I hesitate, and frown and pull away from Francis.

"Baby what's wrong?" He asks softly, and cups my cheek as I look away from him. He pulls me closer in his lap, and I squirm away slightly.